13th November 2003 will be our memory.

A New Day

2005-12-09T17:56:00.000+08:00

Hai gengz!! Dah lamer benar aku tk update blog aku... Haiz..so2 sorry eh..i'm a bz woman now. Kekeke...keje airport.. It has been a great time werking as an WSSO. Eventhough kena tempoh pelbagai rintangan frm passengers but its still a fun job. Ni pon aku kt airport tgh tunggu flight aku. Com kt ruma dah la rosak! Eee..bingit aku..

Well...dats abt werk. Now abt my life... i'm single. Eventough dere's lotsa guyz in the airport but i'm nt interested. As a fren, Yes! But as a bf, NO! As 4 my relationship wif awi now..hmm..its kinda complicated. I'm jz speechless 2 talk abt him. Its nt dat i'm nt interested but its jz unxplainable.

Hmm..i really miss my fwens!! The semamat fwens! :) Mon n Hanif,NS.. Aisya n Nur skool. Me n Dayah werking but we still met each other. Insya Allah we all will have an outing sumday.Right guyz? Kla, gtg 4 my flight. I'll keept myself update wen i'm free. Chaoz! *MuacksSS!*

2005-07-23T23:53:00.000+08:00

Life is miserable at times... :( I miss u... There's no1 in my heart xcept u. Love u alot sayang! *Muuuaaah*

Finding job.Its not dat i'm fussy but i wanna find a job yg memberi faedah pd diri. Not like salesgirl or serving ppl coz i think it won't go that far.In a sense..takkan nak stick keje gitu sampai tua kan? Well...mayb at a Discovery channel wif my mum's fren. But still pending n not sure.Hmm..gaji bole tahan. $1200.Werking office hr..frm 9-6. Ok wat rite? But...hmm..pending...

While looking 4 a perfect job, i've joined the Diploma class but it started Sept or Oct.I can't remember la. :P Can't wait 2 study.

My cuzzen, Norizwati will b joining Anugerah dis year. AGAIN! But gd 4 her as she got the talent. Dgr2 she's making an album but tgh carik sponser.Insya Allah...kalau ada rezeki, bole la kau buat album.

Supposely there's a shooting 2day but was cancelled due 2 sum circumstances. Haha..not school 1 ok but Project Pilot.Doing 1min drama.Hopefully u guyz out there will support me by voting my werk la k.Once the date due is closed,quickly vote tau! :)

2005-06-28T12:56:00.000+08:00

Harlu memberz! i'm back frm my wacky holiday. Boy its fun & damn happening there at Genting Highland. Of course la its packo coz i went during the last wk of holiday mah. Its really2 cold there...specially at nite. Its -8 degrees dok! Even i myself can't believe wif my own eyes. Kalau in the morning, its 18 degrees. I was shivering like hell but sharks! its like heaven! :)

Hmm...3 days 2 nites.Wat can i say....its kinda relax & not in a rushing manner 4 us coz we had planned out earlier on.Basically we get 2 played both indoor & outdoor games. But not the xtreme ones coz i dun get the change 2. Mainly its the kids. So basically i got 2 look aft safina since she's kinda close 2 me.While my aunt looked aft her 3 little kids. My dad, mum & grandma juz b sum1 xtra 2 keep an eye on them. :P Oh i 4got...i went there by coach whereby its seats were massage chairs. Aduh...best siak!!! Bus 1st class dok..kalau tak best pon tak tau nak ckp ape. Haha!! Well..nuthing much 2 say abt Genting.

Got 2 find out dat my SAYANG didn't get the opportunity 2 book out frm camp. Dis is so coz he had a 1wk & 3days training. Haiz..so long nvr see him. Miss him berry much. I only get 2 c him either on 6th or 7th July. Hmm...break record sey..nvr see each other 4 2wks & 3days. :( Its ok..patients it all we need. Pics r up.Taking care peepz!!

2005-06-20T01:49:00.000+08:00

Boy..he's damn shocked man wen he turned ard & saw me. I planned a surprised on Sunday evening aft i went 2 2 wedding ceremonys.Left my homies at 5:45pm & quickly took a bus 2 AMK.My family wanna go 2 Tamp Mall 4 a foot reflexology.I'm kinda lazy 2 b a stupid fool 2 wait there & oberve them message my parents leg mah.So i planned 2 surprise my SAYANG & juz jelma myself there lor. While i'm in the bus, i was wondering whether i shld msg-ed him or not juz in case he's not at home or wat. But fikir2 balik....tak payah sua. Takot nanti plan tak menjadi pulak. So...reached there ard 6:30pm.I got the feeling dat he's sumwhere downstairs.Either he's at those shops or lepak-ed under his void deck. But i dun give a damn. Juz hoping dat my surprise plan works. As i knew, no1 was at his house coz his family went 2 East Coast dat morning 4 his sis working collegues barbecue pit.

While in the lif, i'm still thinking twice whether 2 msg him or not. In the end,i msg-ed him........

Sayang...tgh buat ape? Kat mane?
Kat bwh. Dah nak naik lik. Tadi gi kedai jap beli brg. Y?
Ooo...i ada kat depan rumah u ni skrg.
Byknye dpn umah.
Ya Allah..betol..i kat depan rumah u.
Hmm..Yelah2..i pon kat dpn umah u.
Ya Allah..Sumpah i kat depan rumah u ni skrg.

I guess he muz b thinking dat i'm joking. So i'm juz waiting 4 the right moment 2 give him a surprise. I hide behind a pillar juz beside the 7th Storey lif. *Ding* And i heard the lif of the door opened. Soft footsteps was heard. I took a peep & there he was! He seems like he was searching 4 me at the front door of his home since it was a corner house. I whistle a soft tune. And wen he turned ard, he gave me a 'OH MY GOD! it was really u!' look. :P His eyes was wide opened & was shocked 2 see me appeared.

Actualy,we met the day b4 2day.Since it was Sunday, i tot i dun have the chance 2 meet him since i got 2 wedding ceremony 2 attend. Well, usually my Sunday is a family day & i dun get 2 spent my time wif him. But 2DAY....i'm so happy dat my plan works & i manage 2 surprise & spent the day wif him since dis Fri-Sun i'll b going 2 Genting wif my family. So sad can't meet him dis week. I try my best k sayang if i manage 2 reach s'pore early.

And last but not least, its 1:49am now.HAPPY 39th BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!!!!!! I LURP U BERRY MUCH. U r the best understanding mother & u r always there 2 help me in watever i do.(Wenever i need ur help la. :) ) I'm so greatful 2 have a mother lke u. U r 1 of an open-minded mother 2 talk 2 me abt anything. Relationships, studies, life & sum personal matters.Wen comes 2 shopping, I really LOIKE u coz...ehem2..ape nak mesti dapat. Hehe.. :D But i dun ask 4 an unreasonable 1 la geng. I ask 4 sumthing i need.Like clothes since i nvr update my wardrobe & hmm...sum things dat i dun really need oso she buy 4 me. :) Haiz...i love u mother! Semoga Allah panjangkan umur & dimurahkan rezeki ibu. May our family stay happy always wif a greatful person,strong woman & loving mother like u.Amin.

2 my SAYANG.......mish u dearie choco latte, chocolate & strawberry, oreo ice blended, caramel frappe,ayam masak lemak cili padi, ikan pari masak asam pedas & sweet honey sayang Muhd Karnawi. Hehehe... :) Dis wkend i takde kat s'pore jgn gatai2 & noty2 k. *wink* Love u!

2005-06-19T00:22:00.000+08:00

Wakey wakey..breakfast not ready,
Pagi2 kecoh sekali,
Makcik aku bwk 3 baby,
Hai..ape da jadi hari ni?

Bangun at 9+am! Y? B'coz of those 3 baby dinosaurs bikin kecoh inside my room lar.Haiz...wish i could sleep soundly till 11. Hehe.. I was on my bed wen the youngest dinosaur start 2 climb up my bed & u know wat she did? She open my eyes, touch my nose & picit2 my lips. Boy dat was 1 hell of a wake up service. Haha! In the end, i wake up oso lor. Wat 2 do...

Watch Madagascar AGAIN! I guess i've watched it abt 30 times.Ape tak... dudok kat rumah dgn Safina je.1 hari tgk dlm 2-3 kali.But still.......i enjoy watching it. :) B4 i left the house 2 mit my SAYANG, i became a so called babysitter.Ppl say i know how 2 layan kids/children.Well actually, i do.They r so cute & chicky sumtymes.I loike. :D Wen they start 2 cry je, hah..part 2 malas aku nak layan. Bukan ape...malas nak pujuk. Kalau yg manja2 tu ok ar. Tapi kalau yg degil 2 masya Allah...... terima kasih aje la jawap dier.K la, back 2 my story....

Left my homies at 1:40pm & went straight 2 AMK. My SAYANG & me decided 2 play pool.We have not tried playing pool at AMK Central b4 so we decided 2 play there 4 our 1st time.And guess wat..its very cheap. 4 me lar.Coz usually i play at Lucky Plaza or Tamp its kinda xpensive.At AMK, its $5 per hour for 8 feet & $6 per hour for 9 feet.Its a fixed price whereby there's no changing of price aft a certain period of time.Aft dat, we headed 2 S11 & had our late lunch.He had fish & chip whereby i had half spring chicken wif rice. I'm so damn full siak but end up finishing it. :P Rezeki dok..org belanja. *wink*

Bought a magazine...magazine lamer giler nye. Memang giler pon..hehe.. Majalah Giler-Giler la... :P Kekek siak..we both r like sum bozos laughing at the coffeeshop.But whos cares? Can't stop us mah.Aft all the kekek-ness,we waited & waited 4 the time....Ingatkan plan tak menjadi tapi jadi jugak eh sayang. Haha...But we started kinda late jugak.Surprisingly it ends smoothly. As 4 u readers...ader la citer aku di sebalik buku2 di library. Hehe... Reached home ard 9+/10pm. He went straight 2 rumah nenek sarah 4 the kenduri while i go back myself. Its not dat far frm my place 2 his nenek's place. So i dun mind going back myself. U need not say sorry arait dear.

Baru je sampai rumah, dah kena klua rumah balik. Kena halau? No lar.... Go & have my dinner wif my whole family at Pasir Ris Central. Dis time i dun 1 2 eat western food but i dono wat 2 order. :P At last....... Lamb chop. :S Sheesh..... boring rite. Ape leh buat..janji perot kenyang bole buat sampai tdo ok ar kan? :) Now waiting 4 my sayang 2 kol me.Dier ckp kul 1am.Aku da type ni sampai 1:04am pon tak kol2. Tgk wrestling ke tgk ape...?!? Hmm... o_O ... Hehe..nah..i dun buruk sangka abt him dat easy.Aku pon sibuk dgn blog aku ni. DAMN! 2moro got org kahwin! Shit! Ni yg aku malas ni... :( 2 pulak tu. Nvm sha2..think of the food. Coz food always satisfy me. :D Hehehe... Ok..my SAYANG called me olaydi. ChaoOZ peeps!! Nitey Morning!! :D

TaKe mY HeArT bUt pLs dUn bReAk iT

2005-06-17T16:04:00.000+08:00

So boring liao....my com got virus. I think the virus is known as SPYWARE. So u guyz out there better watch out those pop-up virus. Even though u got a pop-up blocker, it doesn't werk 2. Y am i so confident abt dat...?? coz it happened 2 me. I had a pop-up blocker but stil dat stupid virus can b installed in my com. Nb cb! Now i can't open my internet unless i reboot my com. & once u r on the net & it got stuck, u got 2 reboot it AGAIN.Kiwek...leceh siak..... watever shit gonna happen, i'm gonna fix it asap.

The next nb cb thing is dat.. wenever i try 2 log in 2 my blog 2 add my new post, it came out in CHINESE instead of english! Argh!! i'll go bezerk!!!! And now u now y i can update my blog? B'coz i'm using my mum's laptop. Wahahaha....lucky me. :)

Hmm..went 2 Wati's place ard 12:30pm 2 borrow her hair curler. So long nvr see my hair curl so tangan dah start gatal. Wat 2 do.... :P Reach home ard 2:30 coz stuck in the rain. Going 2 Yana's place 4 her b'day party aft maghrib.Can't wait 2 eat! Hehehe..org can't wait 2 celebrate, aku can't wait 2 eat. Haha..mcm sial. :D

Mish my SAYANG.... :( Take care wherever u r ok. Watever posting u get, dun b disappointed. Bersyukur je k. If u have any problem, i'm always here 2 listen & guide u.Insya Alah... Love & miss u always! *MuuuaaacksS*

As 4 u peepz out there.. haiz...miss the semamatz gang. Korang takde outing2 ke? Aku ni dah lamer tak dgr krg nye kecohrable moments. Hahaks! Mish dat alot. K la...2 my semamatz gang... take care wherever u r & may God belasah u. Hehe... & as 4 the rest..... May the force b with u. Wahahahaha.....*MuuuaaacksS* chAOozZ!!

2005-06-12T22:16:00.000+08:00

SuRpRiSe!!!! WaH LiAo...So LoNg nVr C uR fAcE rEaDiNg mY bLoG! Hehehe... Yup...Got a new blogskin.Kinda simple & sumore got LOADS of FREE songs. Gerek dok! But sorry 2 say dat if u wanna listen 2 the songs, it took a while 4 it 2 play k. 1stly 2 my adik (Dolie)...Happy advance 1hr & 44min Birthday adik!!!!! Hmm...i'll c wat i can get 4 u k. Wish u stay happy wif ur BINI (which ever la..no1 ke no2 ke..hehe) & enjoy urself 2moro. May u have a brighter future ahead.Amin. :)

Hmm...so... Lu ape citer? Dah lamer gua tak dgr khabar dari lu. Ooo..Xsyen eh..mentang2 dah tak skola, tau baca blog org je. Bukan nak call ke sms tanya khabar! :D Nah..juz kidding. As usual..i'm back aft so long lesap like asap.Haha..juz trying 2 enjoy my days at home. Nvr werk, nvr do anything. Juz relek & do wat i feel like doing. BORING rite?!? If i werk, who's gonna look aft safina? If i don't werk, money still come in but very boring. :( Haiz.... dunno la... juz wait 4 my result den can think abt it ltr. :)

Due 2 sum circumstances,I'm single. :( Well..its a looooong stowie. I oso don't 1 2 talk abt it. :P So i juz wanna enjoy myself...be wat i wanna be.(But not wild) :P Mit my frens, go out wif anybody i 1 since i know my limits of time, place & type of frens. I guess being single is not bad aft all. Bila dah tiba waktu untuk aku ada matair, mungkin aku carik, mungkin aku tidak. Hmm... enta la..hati aku ni hanya ada nama seseorang yg susah untuk aku luputkan.Biar aku & Allah saje yg tau. Dan biarlah semua ni Allah yg menentukan.

Enuf of jiwer2 la shasha!!!!! Sejak biler kau jadi minah jiwang ni? hehehe... YEEEAaahhh!!!!!! i'm going 4 holiday!!! 24th June. Going 2 Genting Highland wif my family. But kinda boring though. I mean takde teman remaja ke bdk2 yg interested in playing indoor & outdoor games. :( Takkan aku nak ajak Safina main roller coaster & space shot kan..?!? Duh!!! :P haha..i can imagine siak if safina take the space shot. Confirm bila dah shoot upwards, dia teros melayang & hilang. Hahahaha!!!!! Hai..... wat a merepek imagination.

Biler ni nak dpt result...??? Aku dah ghairah ni. :P Haha..& 2 Daya, stay cool & funky always. Kita serupa....kita serupa... hehe...single mingle la katakan.I'm not happy being single.Well, u guyz shuld know who i loved most. :( But i'm juz happy 4 wat we r coz both of us feel better dis way. In a sense.....less quarrel. Ala..kalau jodoh tak ke mane pe. Besok is my aniversary wif him. But not anymore. :( K la... C u peepz the next time i c u.Taking care.ChaozZ!!!

2005-05-19T00:23:00.000+08:00

Damn...its sad. So sad...VERY sad... *snif2* Say bye2 2 all my fwens, teachers & tempat kenangan aku dgn SAYANG aku. hehe...

*Candy Shop song
Say gd bye 2 the Cinapu....
Say gd bye 2 the ITE....

Haiz.. dtg la aku punya merepek. :S Well..its Wed & at 1pm,all of the MMT2X kiddos went 2 sch juz 2 take our final exam paper (DAVT).I shuld say its hard coz i never study. Hahaks! But i tried my best. :P Ends at 2:30pm & off we go. Miss the old times though.Especially the 1st year.Where my SAYANG is still in sch & the class pit,etc. Haiz...donno wat 2 say oready. Very sad liao. :( Although there's ups & downs, i still love my classmates. Ok2..back 2 my story.Nur, Aisya & Hanif went 2 D401 2 take their test dat they had missed a few days back.So me, Dayah & Mon went off 1st. Took bus 70 coz me & Mon wanna buy Oreo ice blended coz we had been craving it like hell while Dayah went home straight.

Reached home at 3:30pm. Opened my wardrobe & start thinking of wat shuld i wear 4 the dinner at Seoul Garden ltr.Well u know..i'm the type of person dat if i like 1 of the clothes, i'll keep wearing it most of the times. If u guys realise, i always wear the BRAZIL shirt.Rite?? Haha..yar...dat's wat i meant.Frm dat moment of time, i tot of changing my image dat most of them haven't seen me in a lady like dressings.So, i wore a white top & a smart pants.Brought along my lovely video cam & i went off at 5+.

Once i reached Bugis, i was shocked dat only 8 person were there & wen i asked Reza where are the rest, he said," its sad 2 say dat the rest is not coming." I was lyke WTF! But den...i really2 enjoyed myself dat day although there's only me, Nur, Mon, Sylvester,Reza, Jian Bao, Winson & Hussaini were there.I REALLY2 ENJOY myself dat day. U wanna know Y??? Coz of the FOOD!!!!!! Hmm...yummy yum yum. Eat lotsa beef & meat but luckily.....i'm still thin. Haha! Dat's wat i like abt myself. Makan2 tapi tak gemuk. Best kan? :)

Har! Ni cerita hangat ni cek nak habak kat hang! Hehe..We divide ourselves into 2 table. So 1 table there's 4 person & at my table were Nur, Mon & Reza. Winson & the rest were at the other.Sylvester challenge us dat within both table whoever eats the longest will b the winner. Den me & Mon was like looking at each other giving the wicked smile. Haha! They never see b4 how much we can eat.Rite Mon?? Nyeheheh.So dis is the moment dat me & Mon ate like a pig. Hahaha!!!! N the rest was kinda shocked wen it was us who finish it last. Reza looked at me & went "Wow! dat's increadible!" Haha!!! Nur's stomache was like under 2mths pregnancy sia! Damn its bulging. Hehe.. Sowie Nur.... :D

Went 2 Bugis market aft dat & got a Von Dutch t-shirt 4 my dearie Safina. Wen i reached home, its so f**king cute siak wen she wear it. And gosh! my bills came. Guess wat... its $211!!! OMG! Wat did i do? Aft reading it, i found out dat i've use the GPRS w/o knowing.From then, my dad immediately called the Starhub & cut off my GPRS & mms. :( Well..i'm fine wif it.Takde guna nye pon actually. :P As usual la...get nagging from my dad only. Bebual nak step mengamok. Nak step dia tau semua pd hal my mum juz geleng kepala tgk my dad's attitude. He was the 1 who activate my GRPS & he accuse me dat i asked sumbody 2 activate my GPRS. Kiwek...aku mcm nak melenting aje but wat else can i do but patient.My dad's ego was like 9/10 siak. Even my mum are very patient wif him sumtimes.

Haiz...MISS MY SAYANG!!!!!!! SAYANG...cepat la lik dari Tekong!!!! I mish ur voice..i mish u especially. :( I donno wat xactily happen 2 our relationship nowadays.

*2 my geng semamatz, pics are up!

2005-05-17T22:43:00.000+08:00

Left the house at 8am wif my family xcept my grandma. Go 2 Battery Road & met up wif lil butterfly's lawyer 2 end her adoption thingy. Next, we headed 2 SIR Building 2 settle lil butterfly independent passport. Wa lao! Let me tell u...so KAYSIAO leceh siak!!! Need 2 talk2 wif the ppl there 2 print dis la..dat la... watever shit la. Haiz...luckily i'm patient enuf.Den went 2 Novena to have an original copy of my parents CPF.Donno la eh 4 wat.

Took our breakfast at the same building den take a cab 2 North Bridge Rd. For wat?!? For the preview dat i'm waiting 4 lor... the Diploma Digital Media. Its totally damn good sia... The course is 2yrs & its conducted my a mediacorp professialist media which has been doing adverts on Discovery Channel, Starhub & etc. Outside the class were lotsa degree certs. And guess wat.. i'm the only 1 dats under 21 & i'm the only 1 malay.Sumore the teacher or shuld i say the lecturer is speaking a language yg buat aku susah cikit nak paham. He spoke slang british language. Halamak...mcm nak sepak aje tapi cara dia ajar bagos. Hmm... mcm mane eh.....??? Still under construction..hehe.. i mean consideration. The preview ended at 5pm.

Take daddy's truck at a workshop located at Jurong.As usual..take a cab.Aft dat, went 2 downtown east & had our dinner den go home & wat??? BLOG AR! Aiyah...2moro got exam liao. DAVT sumore.Reza & frens decided 2 go 4 a last class gathering by going 2 Seoul Garden (dinner).Can't wait 2 eat!!!!!!!!!!! C u guyz 2moro...

*P.S:Pakai berg2 & jamz2 eh.. I'll b taking lotsa a photos 4 our last memory of MMT2X.

Wa Piang!!

2005-05-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

Sooooo damn fukking LOooongg i never update. Sowie diary..i'm kinda bz wif my pjts though.Hai...Sunday3....usually sunday suppose 2 b a hapi & great day wif ur luv ones.Met my bf at Hougang at 1pm.Had our lunch sumwhere ard his area.While we were walking 2 our distination,his face was damn busuk i tell u.... like 1 2 sepak his face only.Serious! But i juz maintain & dun wanna ask much n juz let him feel dat way.Like the malays say "Gasak kau lak nak. Janji kau bahgia." I'm juz afraid..if i ask, he'll get angry or irritated.If i dun ask, he tot dat i'm not concern or i had a prob. In the end, i kept quiet. Upon reaching 2 the coffeeshop, Jack called me.I was surprised. Kenape eh dia kol aku? Ada ape2 ke? W/o further or do, i picked up his call. Well...he juz asked me hows the pjt going on & where am i. I said it was a great job & thanks 2 him.I also told him dat i was outside wif my bf.I guess the summary of the call is abt 3min+.Then........

I saw his reaction changes."Saper call?" he asked wif a curious voice but abit of high tone.I was like, "Jack...dia tanya how's the pjt going on.Abe i bilang la dat we hand it up already & wait 4 the result.Dia tanya i kat mane den i bilang ar yg i dgn u." He then look at me & giving me the "watever" face.U shuld know la how eh.My stomache is like a washing machine already.So w/o wasting anymore time, i asked him wat he wanna eat. And u know wat he say?... "Tak tau arh!" In my heart i was like... haiz..startlah kau punya perangai.Dah sampai sini tapi tak tau nak makan ape.Dunno how 2 think or wat. Instead of thinking, he buat bodo n looked at other things ard him. Den i say,"Takpe la..i tunggu.U rasa kalau u dah fikir ape u nak makan, u inform i ar k." Hai...juz b'coz of sumting,he babitkan the past wen we finish our lunch n headed back under his blok. Fight here fight there..cry here,cry there.End up...i go back alone.2minggu berturut-turut aku jumpa dia & i have 2 go back alone.Bila Sat jumpa, nothing happen.Ok je...But wen comes 2 Sunday, hai..mcm neraka.Actually i dun know wat is my BIGGEST mistake & wats wrong wif him.While i'm on my way 2 my bibik Ana's place,in bus 88, he msg me. U wanna know wat he msg? Dis.......

"If 1 day my parents or my siblings or even my family in amk

kol n ask u bout where is my whereabout or am i wit u...

It means tat im gone cuz i lari dari ns k...

U take gd care of urself dear... Luv n miss u always..."

Haiz....Bingit siak aku!!! Aku mcm nak sepak2 je muka dier. I quickly called him & ask wats his prob. Wat can i say,its hard 4 us 2 communicate nowadays eversince he's in the army. And as usual..fights. AGAIN. N it got WORST! Matair aku ni dah jadi degil jugak baru2 ni.But it all ends wif my lovely & nice talk.Matair aku ni kalau aku api, dia pon api. Tapi bila part dia api, aku air. Haiz.. enta la. Juz dun wanna comment much. I juz let things b.

Enjoyed myself wif my kecohrable makciks & lotsa yummylicious food. There's nasi beriyani, pastas, honey chicken & much2 more. Hmm......went back ard 10:30pm (aft i put down wif him b4 his lights off). Took a shower & surf the net on diploma digital media. Guess wat... its S$375 X 24. I'm really into it coz now i'm really2 interested in dis video production thing.Sumore if u sign up, u get a free IBM Thinkpad T42 (worth S$4,619 plus a 256mb thumbdrive).If u guyz dun know wat it is, its a laptop. Yup...its a laptop.Once u r done wif dis course, u'll get a certificate awarded by INTERNATIONAL COLLEGE (Southern cross). Cool rite...?!? Hmm..can't wait 4 dis course.Really looking 4ward 2 it.

As u guyz know, sch has ended. But dis Wed is our last day whereby we take our final DAVT Exam & aft dat, we r going 2 Seoul Garden wif my fellow classmates 4 the last gathering.Sheesh...!!!! Gonna mish my MMT2X classmates xcept 4 sum.Wish u guyz gd luck & have a bright future ahead of u.Wanna shleep..hehe..no more stress of project anymore. I'm FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-04-25T00:26:00.000+08:00

Hello..hello..hello......!!!!! So long nvr update my bloggie. :D Haiz....juz came back from Tanjung Pinang & it was damn tiring siak. Serious. Ape tak...2 days 1 night.Kinda rushing dat's y. :P

Frm S'pore-Tanjung Pinang: 1 1/2 hr ferry trip
Tanjung Pinang timing: 1 hr behind
Hotel/Resort: Bintan Beach Resort (BBR)
Shopping: Ramayana

Ok..Went wif my neighbour on Sat morning whereby our ferry is at 10:30am.So fucking sleepy but wat else can u do rite...?!? Eat n sleep in the ferry lor.And yar...!!!!! Guess wat! We found out dat we r the last passenger & surprisingly we get 2 sit wif the "CAPTAIN" of the Falcon Ferry sumore! Huh..!GEREK!!! Tak pernah seumur 20 tahun aku hidup dpt duduk kat tempat captain.N i guess not even 100m b4 the ferry go floating all the way, i feel lyke vomiting oready. Y wanna know wat's my secret??? ( look left,look right )......*whisper*......I'm sea sick..... SHhhh....

Lyke fuck...ppl r enjoying watching the sea while i was dreaming dat wat if tsunami happens suddenly wen we reach at the center on the sea. :P Gee..my mind juz can't stop thinking abt it sey.Finally reach there.OMG! the mamats there r so miang & gatal but they dun realise dat they r not handsome at all.Jgn ckp handsome....CUTE pon tak.Not even a little. Yucks! Phuit! Geli aku...

Hmm..gone shopping at RAMAYANA the whole day till 8pm den headed to RAINBOW hotel n had our dinner there.Fuh! Lauk mcm gunung! Nasi mcm bukit! Order makan mcm ada org nak kawin. Well..wat do u xpect, sampai TP je teros shopping tak ingat dunia.Actuali we shop, do manicure, hair massage, mandi lulur & reflexology.Imagine 7hrs juz at 1 shopping mall & dis is wat we done. :P Pathetic kan? Biaser la...SINGAPOREANS! HAH! :D

Next day b4 kita balik S'pore, we shop 4 the last time.Dis time we went 2 'pasar'.We name it pasar coz it used 2 b a famous place 2 shop eversince RAMAYANA was build den it was lyke unfamous.Kecian eh... :( Ferry's at 5pm (S'pore time) & say bye2 to Tanjung Pinang. :P

Reach S'pore time ard 6:30pm & we went 2 Yasalam n had our dinner there.Arrive home, unpacked my things, took a bath & wat else...BLOG lar! So Looong nvr blog.Hehe... otey lah... nak tito...so shleepy olaydi.NitezZ!

2005-04-11T20:29:00.000+08:00

Hey bloggers! i'm back. Hmm...so long nvr update my bloggie. :D Lotsa stories 2 tell u guyz but i juz put it in point form arait?

1stly on 9th April (Sat)...

Do PJT wif ma crew memberz xcept 4 Nur due 2 sum reasons.N not 4gotting Noriz.
Learn the dance steps wif KecikzZ since the rest of the Hellboyz will b late.
Do flashback shooting at the Memo & lip singing at the esplanade where the b-boyz were.
Lepas till 10pm & went back home.
Lotsa surprises frm Hidayah's side. :D ( i'll list them ltr *wink* )

2ndly on 10th April (Sun)

Clean my room & meet Yusuff 2 upload the songs 2 his MP3.
Aft dat, fetch Daya frm werk at Lavender since i'm damn bored at my homie.
Meet the HellboyzZ again at Pasir Ris Interchange 4 their performance.
It all ends at 10:30pm & went home straight.

3rdly on 11th April (Today,Mon)

Skul starts at 8pm & ends at 11pm.
Reached skul at 9:45am, finish up ma jobsheets & chaoz at 11pm.
Went 2 This Fashion at SP 2 grab sum fashion wear clothing.
Back home at ma place wif Daya
Change our clothes & went 2 tamp 2 play pool.
Went shopping again :P & saw Aaron Aziz & Diyana Halik wif their child on a pram. So fucking cute siak.Confirm da besar Berg. Mummy da lawa, Daddy da handsome. Haiz.. Aaron..Aaron... wats wif the hat siak?!? Yup guyz..its a HAT not CAP.Mcm merepek gitu.
Bought a Brazilian tee at Fox Female 4 $26 bucks.Its kinda stylish lar 2 me but i'm not sure 2 u guyz.

Ok..so far dat's it. HEY hey hey...wait a min...... yar...the surprises.. :)

Daya make the 1st move 2 get Zul (1 of the hellboyz) hp no.
They r scandals since Daya not sure abt her relationship.
Found out Mon (Hisham) praise her 4 her gorgeous-ness. Hmm..i felt sumthing fishy abt him 2wards Daya.But i'm not sure. :P Sori Mon...i'm juz letting out wat is in ma mind.
Daya & i never xpect 'sumthing' happen abt myself.

Hmm....well..dat's abt it. Lastly b4 i end my post, i juz wanna say a few things 2 my SAYANG.

Dear....

i juz wanna apologise abt wat had happen btwn us. I still LOVE U although we r apart & i'll still wanna make u as my bf no matter wat happens. Its juz dat i think its not the right time yet 4 me 2 b wif u now. Unless u hate me or u dun wanna b wif me anymore in ur life, den i'll promise u dat i'll nvr bother u 4 the rest of ur lifetime. In my heart, there's ALWAYS U. In my sleep, i always dream & feel dat u hug me tight.When i'm alone outside,those sweet moments we had 2gether kept wondering on my mind. And now in my mind, I keep thinking of u. Kept thinking till i cry & asked myself..."y muz dis happen 2 me whenever i'm wif u?" Only God knows the answer 2 dis. N only God knows how deep my love is 2wards u. Therefore, I love u till the end of my lifetime & thank u 4 loving me. U r ALWAYS in my heart SAYANG. *muuuaaah* Miss u alot sayang...

2005-04-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

Class is cancelled & my group members including me decided 2 do our MTV shoots today. So i left the house at 3:45pm, mit Mon at Raffles ctrl station & headed straight 2 TCC where Daya werk. Hey... the place is damn cool for having a relaxing chit-chatting time. Much more gerek than starbucks or coffeebean. I ordered an Oreo drink which i 4got wat it is called while Mon ordered a coffee drink wif an ice-cream at the top. Damn its so yummylicious siak!!

While waiting 4 Nur 2 arrive, our "waitress" (daya) got 4 us a blueberry cheese cake. Fuh! i'll give 4/5 coz i still love Oreo cheeshcake no matter wat. :D Nur arrived no longer time. In the 1st place,i didn't knew dat she don't drink coffee.Hey! Me 2 ok.But she could really taste the blardy coffee eventhough its a little. Poor her.. end up eating juz the biscuit which was floating on top of the drink & finish up 2 small glass of plain water. Den timbul pulak adik Mon, Ayi (actor). Hmm.. total we had 4 drinks & a cheese cake; total cost is $12.20. Hehe.. kalau tidak its on the house tapi Ayi sampai lambat so tak sempat nak habiskan on time b4 Daya's manager timbul.We all of us really enjoyed lepak-ed there.

Got out of the place & start shooting at the bridge.Mcm sial je Daya... wait till u guys see her frackles. Damn BIG siak... Hehe.. But hey..we ended up laughing the whole shoot & got a nice perfect shot. :) Thanks 2 Daya & Ayi, the "SELENGE COUPLE". Huahuahua.......

Btw, talked 2 my SAYANG earlier on while i was taking a shower b4 i left the house. Ader ke dier ckp aku mcm bisik2? Well..of la kan. Takkan aku nak bebual sekuat-kuatnya kat dlm toilet. Kalau nenek aku dgr, nanti dia ingatkan cucu dier giler pulak kan. :P Well SAYANG, i know dat u might think differently. If u did, i'm sorry k dear.As 4 kat Airport tadi, i juz felt dat u have nothing 2 say or ur mind might be thinking abt the toilet incident thing. Well..its juz my feeling k sayang. I tak ckp pape but juz 2 let out my feelings of wat i think. I really miss u so much. Actually, i miss walking 2gather-gather wif u. 2day wen i left the house, byk couple sey ard i.Den i was like...'alahai, mane sayang aku ni???' u know. Mcm kecian gitu. Dlm train i tgk je gambar recently yg kiter amek tu. Bila tdo pon i tgk. Haiz..ape nak jadi dgn matair u ni pon i tak tau. Kekeke...

Btw, reached home at 10:30pm.Damn2 tired siak... Luckily school starts at 12pm 2moro & ends at 3pm. Woohoo...!!!! Balik relax ar jawap nye. No!Juz remembered, tak bole relax...still need 2 pro myself in some video editing cd's which i've installed. K la..cannot tahan oready. Nighty nite!

2005-03-29T22:19:00.000+08:00

Haiz...finish at 3pm. Go makan wif Daya at KFC S'pore Post den went 2 lil butterfly's school which is at Masjid Al-Istifar. Pathetic siak.... slua pon bole tertukar ke kalau bdk2 kecik nak kencing? I mean kids at a nursery stage which are all ard 3-4 years old.Takkan ustazah gi kencing kan bdk2 semua at 1 time kan? Kalau one-by-one, takkan bole tertukar slua? Hmm... pelik la...

Luckily her ustazah is the gerek type where she allowed both of us 2 enter the cutie class until the class ends. Haha...Caught lil butterfly red handed 4 she had a bf in class. Aaa...if i'm not mistaken...his name is....Zubair. Yah..Zubair! Pandai pulak tu adik aku pilih! Handsome pulak tu... :P Tapi perangai..ish ish ish... dahsyat... (geleng kepaler). Well who cares? kekeke....

Semua cute2. Bila kita dua masok je class tu, every kid was talking & sitting ard us. Kecian ustazah dier.... jadi 'lone ranger' kejap. :D We got the chance 2 talk 2 every kid.All of them are very cute siak... Kalau boleh, kita dua tak nak klua dari class tu. Hehe... Until my dear fren suddenly tot of changing her mind. Member teros terfikir cita-cita nanti nak jadi ustazah yg ajar class2 mcm gini. Hehehe.... kekek ar member aku.

Its 5:30pm & lil butterfly went back by the school transport while me & Daya wen back by ourselves.Haiz...balik je teros mandi...makan dinner...baca magazine & watch Channel News Asia. Hmm..found out dat sum places in S'pore like the central, north & east side could feel a little quake.It was reported at 12:15am (Tuesday). The reporters says dat there might be another tsunami coming up. I'm kinda worried though but wat else can we do? Dun b stupid can or not...?!? Like duh...Pray la wat else! :P Hopefully S'pore is a safe place 2 live in although its a small island.

Looking 4ward 2 see my SAYANG dis Sat aft my MTV shooting.Really miss you alot aft talking 2 u on the phone juz now dear. SAYANG... Sori abt the past few days k especially the weekends. Love u SO VERY much. Now u should know how much i love u aft my xplaination rite? Well..i know..its juz an xplaination but i'll prove 2 u dat my heart is truly urs. :) Ok la, as usual..wanna go shleep. Sial ar...besok 8-6pm siak. Dah mcm keje kat office siol.. Got SW sum more! Haiz.... watever arh! Want 2 count sheep at my bed olaydi... Lightz out peeps!

2005-03-29T02:19:00.001+08:00

Short & simple....

*Start class at 8 but reached at 9.
*Leave class at 10am n went 2 mamakz shop 2 buy breakfast with Nur, Hanif, Aisya & Daya.
*Reached home at 11:30am.
*Change my blogskin coz takde keje.
*Videocam went bezerk! Went 4 repair & can collect it within 2-3 working days.
*2moro skul starts at 12pm-3pm
*Talk 2 my SAYANG. I MISS U DEAR!!!
*Slip late coz watch malay(drama series) vcd which consist of 8 VCDs.
*N yar....new pics have been uploaded.

2005-03-29T02:19:00.000+08:00

Skool starts at 8am. Hmm... reached ard 9am n leave the boring DAVT class at 10am.Mcm sial kan..?!? Hehe... Went 2 kedai mamakz & ate our breakfast sumwhere ard there. Aft dat, Hanif started telling us loads of teka-teki's. But poor he coz no1 wanna answer. Wakaka..... btw... i forgot 2 mention dat 'US' is refering 2 Daya, Mon, Nur,Aisya,Hanif & me. Aft ramblings, we bla-ed n went straight home ard 11am.

Hmm...found out my dearie videocam was spoilt.I was so bezerk sia... Fiew...!!Lucky my daddy cool was on leave 2day.So we decided 2 go 2 Panasonic Service Centre which is at Jln Kilang Barat (Bukit Merah) & get it done ASAP.They said it took 2-3 working days den i can come n collect.Kiwek... Kancong kejap aku.Dah la tape tak le klua, pjt pulak record kat tape tu. Haiz... ape lah nasib aku nie. :( Skewl starts at 12pm 2moro. N again...its a 3hr lesson. BORING rite...??? :P

Btw, its getting late. U guyz include my SAYANG muz b wondering y now den i'm starting 2 finish up my blog. Hehe..u c, my mum's fren borrowed us a malay VCD. Hey, u guyz should watch it u know. Very damn touching. Ehem ehem...biaser la, ade Rosyam Nor.I wanted 2 cry but all i could do was 2 tahan-ed my tears. Heh. N guess wat! My mum & i was watching it from 8pm-2:15am! Haha..wondering rite y so long. Coz....it consist of 8 CDs inside! Kalah citer hindustan kan? Hahaks! Actually its a drama series which only shows at TV3.So the malaysian decided 2 make it into a vcd coz people are giving sum impression dat its a good story. Yup it is! I'll give 5/5 stars.Haha.. Well, gtg n shleep. My bantal busyuk & puffy is calling me. Chao chin chee!

2005-03-25T01:53:00.000+08:00

Fiew....!! Wat a relief aft mitting him at his place. Rindu pon sudah dilepaskan. Hmm...noty eh sayang.....janji kul brape, sampai kul brape. Luckily i didn't tell u 2 drop 20. Hahaks! :P Watever it is...u know rite i lurp u. Hehe....!

Hai....getting more darker (hitam manis like me but i'm much more sweeter den u) :D , abit skinnier ( still cannot challenge my kudut-ness) & kinda muscular though (itu jgn ckp ah...aku tau aku takde! :P ) . Hmm...semua dah dlm package tapi ada satu perkara je yg belum cukup..... ur height. ArgHH!!! Who cares? As long as u have a gd heart & u always b my boo, i close both eyes 4 the matter of height. Hehehe..... jahat eh. Eh! But true wat....Correct or not guyz?!? Don't tell me if ur bf/gf doesn't have a height, u won't fall in love or get married wif him/her. Like duh!! Don't merepek kerepek ar.... Please eh...put some sense in yourself. I mean 4 those who think dis is some sort of "bullshit" thing.

Aft fetch him at the bus stop, we went 2 Hougang Point wif his fellow 'bros' 2 lepak & talk abt their army life. I feel like i'm the pimp sia there. 3 guyz wif full army uniform & 1 from CD. N yar 4got....+"apek" ( his fwen). Have u heard abt dis show at TV called "2 guys, a girl & a pizza place"? Yup i felt like i'm in dat position.... "5 guyz, a girl & a coffee shop". :P Den abt 8pm, he went back 2 clean himself up & abt 15mins, he's done wif everything. Cepat kan dier siap? Mentang2 la dah takde rambot.... Hehe...

Headed 2 my old place. Hmm.... juz do some "visiting" & aft dat we walked frm Elias Mall 2 Interchange 2 top-up his ez-link.Quickly went 2 mac & grab a meal (upsize pulak 2) coz i'm kinda hungry.Bila dah tgh lapar.... mcm2 nak makan. Yelah, lagi2 tgh 'bendera japon'. U should know la. Kalau tak tau, buat2 tau suda. :D Den he sent 2 home. But b4 dat, we lepak again 4 awhile. Now he's at the coffee shop & lepak wif his fellow 'bros'. Dunno wat they all r talking abt. :P Talk abt girls kot... Hahaks! K den..wanna wish him gd nite. Btw, nites 2 all of u!

2005-03-23T23:15:00.000+08:00

ArghHH!!!!! I'm mitting him 2moro!!!! Can't believe it... its so...merepek rite?!? Y am i nervous? Mcm terlalu rindu dan rasa malu siak. Hehehe... Aku rasa as if aku baru je nak kenal2 dgn awi masa time skola dulu. Hahaks! Haiz....sayang...sayang.... y u make me shy? WHY!!!???!!!! :P Cibai ah...y am i so excited until i can't sit still? SAYANG!!!!! ToLoN!!!!!ToLoN bang brahim....

Hehe... Hmm... while typing, i'm watching Garfield wif lil butterfly. Now is the part where Odi & Garfield is dancing. F**king cute siak.... Watched a few times also never jelak. Y eh? Hmm.... wonder2.... Looking 4ward 2 mit him 2moro. Hmm...let's see...wat 2 wear? wat to say? nak sambot mcm mane? how 2 talk 2 him wen i'm kinda xcited? Confirm aku gagap punya. Kalau tak gagap, aku speechless. Hah! Confrem supreme punya! :) K la...wanna slip quickly so dat i can mit him 2molo. Hehe... So kiasu ah dis shasha. NitezZ all!! *muuaacksS*

2005-03-23T13:53:00.000+08:00

Love is like an antique vase...it's hard to find but easy to break.....

From the first moment I kissed you, to this point in time,
I knew that I loved you and that you would always be mine,
I've never felt this way about anyone before,
And I want you to know I will always love you, forever more.

We've shared some great times, some passionate moments too,
And I've done some things I would have only done with you,
If i could ever change anything that we've shared,
I wouldn't touch it for the world, just because we both cared.

I've cared about you from the first time we met,
And now that I'm with you, there's absolutely nothing I regret,
I'll always be here for you when you need someone to count on,
And the love that I have for you can never be broken or gone.

I feel I can trust you and I give you my life,
And I'll wait for the perfect day when I become your wife,
When that day comes, I will be so good to you,
All because I will always and forever love you.

2005-03-22T20:51:00.000+08:00

Boring..boring..& BORING!!! Eat & slip the whole day. Nak klua malas.Tak klua boring. Ape cakap?!? Haiz...... 2 more days like 2 more weeks sia. Or am i 2 desperate 2 c him? :P Hahaks! I realli miss the happy moments we had everyday dear. :( Well, nothin much 2 say....chao chin chee!

2005-03-21T22:27:00.000+08:00

Monday blues......... especially holidays but i'm not totally boring coz puffy is back. hehe.. Went 2 Elias Mall 2 buy puffy's poo-poo place & sum food 4 her.Kurus siak dier..heh..mcm tuan dier jugak. :P Well, nuthin much 2 say..

Hah! watched Hanyut juz now. Kesian Ayim... Lost a fren baru nak insaf. Bila aku tgk, i could feel dat i'm in his position sey.Like bodo kan gi race la, amek dadah la & watever shit he did/took.But alhamdulillah he insaf already. God bless him...

I call my SAYANG at 9:30pm. Haiz....makin dier nak klua, makin tak tahan rasanya nak jumpa dier. :( End talkings at 10pm. Now, dunno wat 2 do but 2 sleep like a pig again & end up nanti bangun lambat. Hehe... chaozZ!

2005-03-21T01:10:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD!!!!! I don't believe in superstitions but aft i kena, now i believe it coz it really shocked me.Have u guyz ever feel dat ur left eye keep twitching? My bf says dat if ur left eye is twitching it means sumthing gd is gonna happen.I thought it was a stupid thing 2 believe but now...not anymore.

U guyz might b wondering ape merepek yg aku bebual. Wat i'm trying 2 say is...... is....... oh my god... i dunno how 2 say dis...it makes me wanna cry coz i'm 2 damn happy.... Remember my last few post abt my lovely puffy? She's..........she's..........................BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"Dat's why we don't call her shady...she's back...she's back.Dat's why we call her lovely puffy...she's back..she's back." :P Arghhh! I wanna cry!!! :( Ya Allah.... terima kasih byk2 kerana memahami diriku. Terima kasih kerana memahami perasaanku yg sgt sayang kpd puffy iaitu yg telah menghilang buat 9hari. Amin.

Although i went 2 SPCA & etc juz 2 find a replacement for puffy, i juz dun understand y i tend 2 b patient & need not worry juz now. Mayb my confidence abt the left twitching eye thing makes me feel dat way. Been crying most of the nites juz 2 make sure puffy comes back.Hmm.... now... puffy is juz rite beside me.As usual...she's looking aft the mouse. :) Hai....baik2 dah terlelap, teros dikejot oleh daddy kuzZZ. Ingatkan ape la tapi nasib la dia kejot aku. Argh!!! now i can't sleep.SAYANG!! I lurp u la! hehe...i rasa betol la ape yg u ckp dgn i. Puffy tak hilang cuma dia visit u kat camp je.Hahahaha..... *Muacks!*

2005-03-20T22:31:00.000+08:00

Alahai... i juz wanna stop the bullshits going ard me. The UnlogicaL things.U know... *wink* Went 2 spca again.But i didn't have the time 2 sign the adoption papers. And Aisya..guess wat!The cute white kitten is gone!!!! ARGHHhh.....!!!!!! Miss u kitty! Its okie... i hope my 2 fwens will soon inform me abt any new kittens/cats at the spca once they started their bz life there. Heh..

Den headed to Bedok & Afghanistan 2 look 4 a kitten b4 we had our dinner.Had chicken rice & milo dinosaur.Kiwek! Damn BIG sia the glass! Die2 i still have 2 finish the drink instead of wasting it rite?!? Hmm...in the end,feeling as if i'm pregnant 4 2 mths. :P Pe susah gua nak jln.... Dia pe berat tak bole tahan ar babe...

My day ends aft i went 2 my grandfather's place. Pass him sum money & went back by cab. SAYANG called me wen i had a taxi.We didn't talk all the way but instead i called him back once i've reached home in 5-8mins.While talking, i juz remembered dat i 4got sumthing. (u know it rite sayang) *wink* Hmm...Can't wait 4 him 2 b back at my arms.Miss u dearie... Nanti kiter tgk wayang eh... :D hehe... Wanna watch Son of the Mask. Seems hilarious but i dunno abt dat la. Coz i juz saw it thru advert onli.Any comments abt the show?

2005-03-20T00:08:00.000+08:00

Can't believe dat i woke up at 11am. Mcm sial.. hehehe.... mitting my fwens at 3:30pm. I left my home at 3pm. Star karat kan... :) Biasa la... mcm la krg tak kenal aku. Hmm... met Nur, Mon & Daya 1st at CT Hall ctrl stn. Headed 2 esplanade. N we were suppose 2 talk abt pjt wen daya was interupt by the group FISHTANK. OMG! i was lyke talking 2 the wall siak. Den came my kecohable couple fwens, Hanif & Aisya. :) I love ma fwens so muchy. hehe..Nur, jgn shy eh... :P Need not shy abt it next time. I love them as a fren coz they r kecohrabe, fun, caring, jokers xpecially Hanif. Kekek 2 the max siak.

Hmm... got a news. KENAPE EH?!? :P.... Kenape org yg tak bersala seperti aku harus terlibat? Frankly speaking... frm wat my frens say... sumone is trying 2 find fault. But this sum1 kalau tak ckp word 'GROUP' & word '6 EKOR' (at the phone), i won't feel angry at all.Serious. But now...haiz.. dunno lah. Nak ckp mcm bdk2, umur pon dah besar panjang.Nak ckp takde otak, ada. Nak ckp hati busuk...Hmm...enta eh. Dat depends la. But its not dat i dun wanna mention who la. But at least i dunna busuk kan name org kat blog terok2. I'm telling u guyz dat bende kalau kecik, jgn BESARkan! Org seperti aku kalau tak buat sala, KENAPE EH nk dibabitkan eh? Heran..heran... Ni buat aku mara.

Pls people, if u r not satisfied wif sumthing, be a gentle man/woman. Speak up to their face directly. If not, u r a f**ker, cowards, & cibaians! Like malay people say, jgn jadi mcm sial. Sori if i'm the type of peron who really troubles u all out there but its juz dat i am the way i am & i like people 2 lyke the way i am. If not, i dun mind. Coz y eh? Coz....Hidup sorang pon tak mati.(not related 2 my relationship) K den...let b juz end it dis way. I love my new frens. They r supportive & wise 2 think wat is right & wrong.Done! Sori if i make any of u guyz out there jealous but i juz got 1 thing 2 say.... u gotta FACE THE FACT no matter wat.

Reach home ard 9:15pm. My bro is is here 2 do sum installing & reformatting my com. Installing new softwares lyke anti-virus & my hp cd whereby i could sms & transfer my pics 2 my mum's laptop. Cool rite! Reformatting my com frm Window ME -> Window XP.Another COOL thing. Hmm... dis month all the canggih2 things is happening to me.GerekzZ tu!! Mish ma larling so much. He called me & informing me dat he misses his family so much. Poor boy... Nvm, left wif 5 days onli mah... relek lor....

2005-03-19T00:22:00.000+08:00

Had any1 been to Singapore Expo Hall 2 yet?!? If u do, yes... its damn great. N 4 those who have not been there, hmm... miss the greatness lor. :P Haha...wanna know wat am i refering 2??? The Princesses Disney On Ice. Eh, gerek dok... Every time my b'day rite ( i mean wenever there's show), my aunt always bring me along 2 watch it eversince i was a small girlie.

Can u guyz list me all the 7 princesses dat's involve? Come on...try it. Ala... try la...... hmm... ok2.Answers will be revealed at the end of my post. :) It started wen i met my makcik & her 3 daughters at Tanah Merah MRT at 3pm.Show starts at 3:30pm. Wah! Damn crowded sia... Dia pe toilet... wa kao! Queue dier mcm nak beli ticket bola sia! Nak tak nak, aku terpaksa tahan. :P N i'm not refering to 1 toilet u know...its every female toilet frm hall 1-6. Haiz.... dunno wat 2 say & describe already but 2 zip my mouth abt it.

Wif my fucking boring face, i reached home & quickly took my dinner. Ibu cooked my faberet gravy which is chicken curry. Yummy yum2... Feeling so full & bloated, ape lagi...relax ah jawap nye. Sayang, u might wonder y i've not sleep yet. Ibu nye client frm KL came at 11pm & till now they still sembang2.As usual... its ladies work 2 do all the washing & cleaning. Takkan mak aku yg cuci, aku yg layan member mak aku kan? :P

Hmm... mitting my PJT members at 3pm 2moro at CT Hall. Hopefully my stressness lessen & the PJT goes well. N yar.. i heard frm sum1 dat there's dis 1 group is doing an MTV too? Hmm... setahu aku drg buat abt toddlers kan? Hmm... wonder2.... Y eh? :) As me & my members know, we juz...hehe... don't wanna say. Only WE know wat we r planning rite guyz? *hands 2gether,praying hard* K den, my jobs r done . Wanna go bobok now & dream of my SAYANG.N 1 more thing, hopefully i get a kitten. A mother of cat needs an accompany A.S.A.P! ARGHHhhh...Need 2 get 1 hurriedly.ChaozZZ!

*Ans: Snow White, Sleeping beauty, Jasmin, Mulan, Ariel, Cinderella & Beauty.

2005-03-17T23:58:00.000+08:00

Hmm...Gone 2 skul 2 mark attendence. Hurried ourselves 2 esplanade 4 shooting & PUFF! the dancers are not there yet. Wait till 6:30 wen the 4 fuckers came. I admit i love 2 c their break but the dance on dat day is sort of... OK lar. Matured faces wif young age. N guess wat...they all r 17 & below. Cibai..semua muda2...aku dah nak masok 20 in 2mins. HAH! Happy Birthday Shasha!!! wakakaka.... sial. Wish diri sendiri. Tebiat ke ape kau shasha?!? :P Hmm... enjoyed the day but i juz miss-ed my bf so much wen he isn't there 4 my b'day. Shattered 2 tears & kinda DAMN sad 4 missing him. Haiz... ok2..wanna cry oready. Cut the crap! Bla-ed frm esplanade at 9:35pm. Singgah Starbucks 2 take away ma faberet caramel. Mmm..yum..yum... wish i could have dat kinda drink every nite. :D

Reached home ard 10:45pm. Godeh2 my new hp till i get the configuration on how 2 have all my songs in the mmc card as a ringtone.N yes! I got it! Hah! So clever... No no no no... sala. Not only smart but talented. Hahaks! Puit! K den.. wanna shleep.2 moro skul liao.. NiteZzz peep!

2005-03-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

Geng2 aku semua tak gi skul xcept 4 me & daya. We decided 2 go coz we r so damn bored at home. Baik gi skola kan?!? End up got test. Wah..lucky sia..As 4 my fwens, they had 2 do it 2moro during the PJT lesson.Haha...cian eh.

Reached home ard 4+. Suppose 2 mit ma fwens at Pasir ris interchange at 4 but wat can i say...i went 2 skul mah.So reach home, quickly prepared the props dat i suppose 2 bring & mit up wif them 1st b4 fetching daya at 6:45pm.Haha...Guess wat, Khai was there 2. Ingatkan tak muncul ke..lambat ke.. Ader pulak dier. He was so hyper active sia wen comes 2 a dramatic xpression.Hehe..tak le ang dok dier nye kekek! Hanif was the camera man all the way while all of us had a character. But our shooting ends wif a great time though. Lutut longgar la beb... mengigil siak bila jln 2wards Whitesand. :P All of us were so damn tired & the reason is we dunno y.

Actually rite guyz, i felt sumthin fishy at the pondok.Wen i was behind Mon, at 1 point of time, i felt like sume1 was pulling me down. Seriously, i never wanna grip the wood pole so tightly xcept 4 dat day.Although i knew dat the wood was so fucking dirty, y would i wanna hold it very tight? B'coz of dat "sumthing" pulling me down la i grip it tightly.I thought was Nur or Daya but wen i realise, all of them were inside the pondok watching me & Mon. Dat's y i shouted," Eh satu org tlg tahan aku kat belakang bole?" I don't 1 2 tell u guys dat time. Lagi2 Nur. As i can see, she is the lemah-semangat type.Wen i was squating behind Mon, i juz baca-ed all the surah i know while closing my eyes.Well at least we r done rite guyz? So need not worry anymore la.

Lepak-ed at Mac eating Old Chang Kee. :P Talk cock, relax & left ard 8:35pm.Every1 had a company home xcept 4 me. Hmm... poor thing rite?!? :( Reached home at 9pm & quickly took a shower. As my mum says, "kalau dah gi pasir ris park ke any other park, mesti mandi walaupon badan tak melekit sebab habok2 "kotor" bole melekat kat badan kau dgn senang." Juz i finish bathing, adik shouted," Kakak!!! abg Awi taypon!" Oh shit! I rushed 2ward my living room & quickly pick up his call. Sori sayang... :)

Talk 2 him a while wen his hp low batt. DAMN! i didn't get 2 tell him how much i miss him. Haiz...2moro still got shooting for my PJT group. We r being xcuse 4 not entering the class coz we tend 2 do our pjt since Miss Vivian had approved.So juz come 2 skul, mark attendence & wait 4 Nur & Mon 2 finish up their CPG test during the PJT class.Hmm... wanna sleep liao, my legs r to tired.Nitez All..

2005-03-15T23:26:00.000+08:00

YESSSAAA!!!! Got a new hp. Wanna know wat model?!? Its Nokia 7710! Its damn cool man. Maner tak cool... harga $1050. Kalau tak cool pon nasib. :P There's MP3, Video, Camera (1.3 mega pixel some more!), Radio. And yar..4 those who doesn't know how the phone is like, its a touch screen phone which is also known as PDA phone. Gerek kan...?!? Hmm.. i'll make sure i'll stick wif this phone 4 a long time as some of u know, i'm the so called " famous 'HP'holic ". Hahaha!!!! Kalau bole, every 1 mth nak 2kar. Wawawah...shasha,duit mane dtg? Tepok dahi kluar duit ke kutip kat tepi jln? Haha!! Ader la... But hey! i don't loan wif loan sharks, i don't gamble, i don't play saham or wat so ever. Its juz a b'day gift by my greatest beloved Daddy. Lurp u berry much bah! :D

Hmm... If u guyz read my previous posts, its been 6 days Puffy didn't return home. :( But my Mummy pulak is getting me a new fluffy, fat, greyish, persian kitten by 2moro. Dis year, there's alot of great gifts comin frm every1 but there's 1 gift dat i didn't get 2 satify my day,which is.... my SAYANG!!!!! I tot i wanna celebrate my b'day wif him but...its ok.He'll be out on next Thurs. :( So sad...very BERRY sad.Bukan nye u yg plan kan? hehe...

Well... looking 4ward 4 2moro coz a new kitten will be arriving.Yeah yeah...!!! Kitten...here i come 2 save u 4 the rest of ur LIFE!!!! WAhahahaha!!!! :D Btw, my day ended at 5pm. During the 2hrs break,me, Aisya, Nur, Daya & Mon went 2 visit the cutie kitten AGAIN at SPCA. Haiz... i wish i could take care all of them.Aft dat, we went back 2 skul. Half way to MRT PL, my daddy called me 2 mit him & my mum at Expo. Wen shopping a while den went 2 buy the COOL hp. :)

Otw back, SAYANG called me saying dat his hp batt has left wif 2bars. Aww... sedih kan... Lagi rindu la aku nampaknye. :( Hai...sabor je la nak... K den...wanna godeh2 my new hp. Nanti tak tdo pulak aku.

2005-03-14T20:26:00.000+08:00

Reached sch at 12:15pm. While waiting 4 my group members 2 arrive, i manage 2 get my video cam fix & edit abit at the lagging com in class D403.Setelah ketibaan semua anak2 raja yg karat, ..hehe.. we start 2 discuss on our short movie making which is a DAVT (vivek's) pjt. Gd idea though.. kinda stylish lar i can say.Ends at 2:45pm wen dat stupid Mr Vivek juz left the class w/o us knowing. Stupid sia... Nampak jer baik tapi mcm ....tuuuut...... Ade ke patot dia sanggup tgk kita fail our pjt? Can u guyz image dat he speaks like dat 2 u directly on ur face? Kimak...mcm nak sepak sia dier punya muka...! Serious!!! Come on la Vivek..wat is the motive of u entering & having a 3hr class doing nothing & we can't even do our shooting?OMG! HEART PAIN!!!!! Aft talking cock wif dat fucker, we tend 2 mit up wif Vivian informing her dat we won't b cumming 4 her lesson at 4pm.Y? B'coz my dearie fwens r so very2 kind 2 accompany me 2 SPCA.

Luckily Aisya called the place & they r gonne close at 4pm. We left the sch quickly. Since we r in a hurry, me, Nur & Daya managed 2 get a cab & reached there 4mins b4 it close.Poor Aisya, Hanif & Mon didn't get 2 c those cute cats coz they took a bus instead.Its okie guyz....well at least we manage 2 take a gd look at an xpensive cat(2 small, 1 medium size) at Simei. Damn it was fucking beautiful but it was fucking xpensive sia... Guess how much is it???? ...$100? ...$300? ....Teeeeeeettt..... WRONG! The small ones are $1001 while the medium one is $1280. Cibai kan...?!?At SPCA, they r selling $50 for male & $65 for female. As i was told my Aisya & Nur, the price is not xactly on the cat but so called the adoption. Hmm... i would rather take them den the xpensive ones. Kan dpt pahala... :) Heh..correct or not? Aft walking ard at the SAFARI, we decided 2 chill outside BK wen all of a sudden my SAYANG called me.Hehe... cayang dier..mcm paham je org tgh fikir pasal dier. Relaxing ourselves while waiting 4 the time 2 move on.

At 6pm, we blah-ed frm Simei & all of us went back while me & Hanif drop at Pasir Ris & Mon drop at Tamp. Poor Mon....kena buli by Hanif all the way. Nvm...next time dun do it again k Mon. *wink*. Met Fidah at Whitesand & the sushi was calling me frm NTUC.Ape lagi....beli byk2 arh mcm org kempunan but i finish it also ok. Grrr.....

Reached home at 6:25pm.No1 is at home. :( As usual..Puffy isn't back yet while the rest of them (i mean my nenek & adik) donno where.Ibu & baba reached home a few mins ltr & i told them abt the cat thing. And yar guyz..i booked (in my heart.. :P) the kitten dat i saw at SPCA. Damn cute sia... small...white & BIG round blue eyes! My parents agree 2 adopt it but wen eh nak beli?!? Hmm...wonder2... Watever it is.. me & my fwens r gonna c those cats again 2moro during our 2hr break time. Haha.... looking forward on it.Can't wait liao.. :P

Hmm...waiting 4 my SAYANG 2 call me again. He said lights out r gonna b early 2day. Its ok sayang... lagi 1wk & 3 days 2 go.Looking forward 2 see u...K den... long journal right? Sori 2 keep ur eyes straining at the bright screen. Nitez all!!!

2005-03-14T00:34:00.000+08:00

A scary & great moments wif my lovely fwens at Pasir Ris Park.Plan 2 shoot our Video Advert there at the 'pondok'. Hmm.. quite scary though but wat 2 do... tawakal aje la... Pray hard. :P End it 2day & left wif editing. All the group members turn up xcept 4 Mon & Khai.

Me & Daya turn up at 5pm but end up mitting them at 6:35pm!! Wah lao... rasa mara giler siak dat time. Sori are geng but i juz have 2 let it out.. :) Janji kul 5. Kalau ye pon lambat cikit sampai, jgn lah sampai tak inform. Or should i say, jgn sampai aku yg kena sms/carik korang k. Aku juz wanna inform my group members dat as u guyz knew, i'm a simple & go wif the flow type of person but juz now i felt like korang treat kita mcm babu sey...i juz dun wanna show how angry & blow-up i could be. I juz maintain myself tau... tak nak kasi korang bingit punya pasal nanti project tak abis pulak.Seriously, if u guyz tend 2 mit at a certain time, please please PLEASE b punctual k. If not, i'll give at least 15mins xtra. Once u guys r not there, i'm really gonna go off. I mean it k guyz. I'm totally sori k but i juz hate waiting 4 people dat long. I juz feel dat people 1 me 2 follow their way but y can't they co-operate? Please k frens, i'm totally sori but i juz dunno 2 who else nak luahkan perasaan. Well, once its ok.But dun repeat it again arait? I really2 love u guyz as a fren. I really do. :) Kalau klua dgn krg, hapi je.... always smile.

Finish ard 8pm & we went to the nearest fastfood (Mac) at Whitesand to have a bite.Aft munching, Daya went 2 mit her family 2 have a late dinner while me & the rest of the gang went 2 the end of the interchange 2 pleat Hanif's hair.While pleating his hair, SAYANG called me. Hehe... ape lagi, lepaskan rindu ah.... He told me 1 of the recruit guy get to leave the camp for he lied dat he had stress prob & had the intension to kill himself. Cibai sia... Mcm gini punya org pon ade! Stylish hair was done ard 11pm & i quickly rush back home.Hurriedly went 2 the toilet 2 take a bathe & finish up my blog. Wah lao...back pain, finger pain, eyes pain.... HEART PAIN!!!! PUFFY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS U!!!!!PLEASE COME BACK!!!!!! SAYANG!!!!!! I MISS U 2!!!!! BUT POOR THING....U CANNOT COME BACK AFT 2WKS!!!!! Hehehe.... K la, nak bobok already. So damn tired... Chao sin chee.....

2005-03-12T23:57:00.000+08:00

Hello again peeps! As usual...still searching 4 my beloved Puffy.Its been 2 days she left me alone..crying in my room...missing her so much.If u guyz out there r reali a cat lover, u will den know how it feels like.Wen u r feeling down, it will be there 2 'manja' wif u...play wif u & make u smile all the time b'coz of its stupid moves/pose... :) Dun believe? Come & see Puffy's pics which i've upload. Guyz...please pray hard 4 me dat puffy will come back. I knew she's sumwhere out there feeling scared,hungry & wanting 2 come back.Please help me...............

Went out aft Asar wif my family 2 Alexandra Rd 2 take a look 4 a dining table.Baru je naik lori bapak aku, dah SAYANG aku kol. :) Den we proceed 2 Parkway Parade.Go Giant & shop like HELL!!!!! Wakakaka....(deep voice) HELL!!!!!! Hehe... Seram la konon... :P And w/o fail, i quickly take a packet on chicken drumlets dat our i-Net used.Well...2 much 2 list down on wat i grab. :D Aft shopping, we went back 2 my dad's truck. Otw there, my SAYANG called me! Cian dier.. He woke up at 5am & finish his training at 5:30pm. OMG! 12 & a half hrs of training under Mr Sun! Giler kappe? Well...wat can i say, u nak kurus kan SAYANG? Hah! Amek kao training 12 jam. Haha...kwang ajark eh aku. Baru training 1 hari, dia ckp babat dier dah hilang. Hai...Nanti dia klua, confem kering mcm aku. :P Watever it is, i love u. :) Aft we talk coz its 'lights-off' time, he send me a msg...

Sayang! I really miss u
so much! Muuuaakz...
Im praying hard so tat
time will past very2
fast... Need not reply k!
Im going 2 off my hp!

Alahai...cian darling aku. Bila bebual tak bilang pon yg dier rindu aku. I know... dia takot rasa rindu 2 akan buat dia menitiskan airmata.I understand my dear... I miss u 2. :( Btw...........
Happy advance 3 mins Aniversary SAYANG!!!! Moga2 kita berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat.Hmm...ok la.. need 2 slip orlady.2moro got shooting on Kitkat Advert. Mitting my lovely frens at 5pm at Pasir Ris Interchange. C u guyz there & nitez peeps!!!

2005-03-11T23:56:00.000+08:00

* 1st & foremost i wanna wish my kekek frens, Daya & Yusuff Happy 4 mins advance aniversary 2 u guyz. May u stay happy till death do u apart & stay kekek always. Hahaks!

Controlling my eyes not 2 shut, i've reached at my SAYANG's place at 7:25am.Wah lao..wake up at 5:45am sia...break record siol. Salam-ed his mum & dad and den quickly hail a cab.Hmm.. i was so paisey wen his family r ard coz i'm not dat closed wif his true family.Lain lah kalau family angkat dier..dah mcm family aku sendiri siak aku buat.Hahak!As usual..never go 2 sch & end up sending him to Amoy Quee Camp.

There, 1 of the usher assist us to the bunks & etc.While waiting for the speech to begin which is at 11am, i was searching 4 my SAYANG which was sitting far to the front where all the enlistees were seated.In the end, i saw sum1 familiar ...it was Rafiq (daya's ex).

Rafiq: Shasha...!!!
Me: (cibai pe jantan...jgn la pekik depan org ramai siol) Baik...Alhadulillah... Kau amcm?!?
Rafiq: Aku Ok...Kau antar sape kat sini? Abg kau kappe?
Me: (abg?!? bontot kau! Aku anak emas bodo!) Abg?!? Tak lah...matair aku lar.
Rafiq: Ooo...k arh, take care.Aku nak jumpa member ah.

Aft all the 'bullshit' thing lyke angkat sumpah & singing the national anthem, its time 2 say good bye. Haiz...i'm juz controlling my tears.Watching him kissing his mum, & 2 dads on their cheecks, tears rolled down his mum's rosy cheek.I feel so touched.We juz waved at each other & say 'bye'. So sad rite.... VERY SAD...

Wen his parents gtg, i followed them by the back wen suddenly his mum said...
MUM: Ai..asal ikot? tak nak peluk cium awi? 2 minggu tau tak jumpa. Gi lah bebual dgn dia
dulu, cik tunggu kat sana.

I was lyke..HUH?!? Ape lagi, i turn ard n chase him back.Cewah..mcm citer hindustan la pulak. But seriously, it was a touching moments 4 me. I never felt dis way b4. Missing sum1 very deeply in my heart.Aft we talk a lil bit, i salam-ed his hand & kiss both of his cheeks & told him to take gd care. Den i saw tears in his eyes & i asked," Nape nangis? U jgn la nangis...nanti i nangis..". He smiled although i knew its sad 4 him.Dat is where the sadness ends.

Ltr dat afternoon, mitting Daya, Shaidah & Wati to test out our PJT (MTV).We really enjoyed ourselves although my mind is still on him.Reached home ard 10pm. Took a bathe & coincidently my hp rang & it was my SAYANG.Takkan aku nak angkat hp dgn telinga aku basah2 kan? Dat time was ard 10:45pm.I'll give him a call back hurriedly coz once its light out, no phone calls are allowed. Boring kan... :( Wen its time to put down the phone, aft i wish him, he was totally quiet.I tend to ask him la y. Den he say dat he's abt 2 cry b'cos he miss me so much. So fucking touching kan...cibai ah..aku nak nangis ni. :( K la, nak bobok already. So tired & sleepy & my fingers are damn numb to type anymore b'cos of dis aircon. Nitez peeps...

2005-03-11T11:33:00.000+08:00

PUFFY ILANG!!!!!!!!!!! Ya Allah....tlg la aku...aku sgt sayang kat puffy. Tlg la tunjuk dia jln pulang. Aku amat merindui nye. :( Aku nak nangis!!!!! PUFFY!!!!!! Where r u!!!!!!!

It happen yesterday aft i gave her dinner & she tend 2 amek angin outside the corridor. The 1st time she went out,she knew how to come back. But yesterday (2nd time), she did not turn up at home.Oh Allah... please help me... i miss Puffy very much & i miss my SAYANG very much. Please dun make me dis way.... :( Btw peeps, new pics are up. And yar........ Happy 12 hrs & 27 mins advance aniversary to my dearest fwen Daya & Yusuff. May u guyz are happy & stay kekek always. Hahaks! :) Haiz.... no mood......bye....

2005-03-11T00:02:00.000+08:00

Godness...my eyes are begining to swollen as if i've been stung by a bee.Pd hal i cried to much.Stupid sia... *sigh* Aku nangis bukan ape...rasa rindu & sayang aje kat darling aku tu. Kot2 nanti bila dah klua camp, tau2 jadi gay ajer. Hehe... *wink* Haiz..how i wish he knew how much i'm gonna miss him.I feel lyke its not enuf 4 me to xpress it in front of him.He's always there wen i need him..2 b by my side.. share our laughters..waste his tears wif me .I'm very2 proud 2 have him in my life although we go thru think & thin. Hmm...now is 1am.He's at Naz's place to cut his hair botak.Uwaaahhh!!! Aku tak suka kalau matair aku rambot botak.Dun ask me y but all i can say is dat i juz dun lyke it..Get it?

To my Sayang,
Hope u had enuf slip, rest, food & enjoyment making new frens there.Trust me..no matter wat happen wen u r in there, i'll still remember u & promise u dat i'll concentrate on my PJT's.And ingat pesan ur dad...kalau ada nampak "benda2 tu", layan kan aje kerena drg arait. Jgn drg nak matair dgn u,u pon gi layan kan. :S GedeshH!!! Satu penendang kuda nanti i kasi kat u. Hahaks! Doa lebih...byk baca2...byk tgk gambar i...byk mimpi pasal i...byk segaler2nyer lah kat i. Heh..mcm nak pegi maner je matair aku ni eh. :P kekeke.... (ni bukan ape eh peeps, cuma nak luahkan aje perasaan rindu) Amin.

Hmm..He'll b leaving his place ard 7-7:30am.And as 4 me..i'll not be going 2 skool 2moro.Apasal? Pasal nak antar SAYANG aku masok camp arh. Takkan nak carik keje kat camp kan??? :P Not sure whether his dad at Hougang will b sending him.But its seem lyke a surprise though..alih2 je last min the whole family members tend 2 agree on sending him. Abe aku?!? Hope i could coz as i was told by my SAYANG, only 5 people are allowed.Wah...sayang aku ni nak masok camp pon byk org nak antar. Famous eh..yelah..Kan name dia awi. :) As 4 his sis, patients is wat u really need 2 apply in relationship. If u really love sumone, never2 give-up easily on them.No matter how much trouble it took, how many tears have been wasted & wat the consequences might or had happen,u might b weak in handling those things but show them dat u r not weak being together wif him.Coz once u give-up...u might not have the chance to turn back time.Coz u never knew wat u did had really hurt him deeply.Sorry is a forgiveness but love means everything... So Sayang...i'm sorry 2 hurt u & i really2 love u so much. *MuuaccksS*

2005-03-10T09:21:00.000+08:00

ArghHH!!!!! I can't stand it anymore!!!! Y SAYANG? Y!?!?!?!?!?....*sigh* I hate ns. :( He needs 2 report at 8am 2moro. N i'll b sending him there together with his mum (hougang) & dad (AMK).Well i guess starting frm 2moro onwards,i need 2 write at my blog on wat, where, who, when & why 2 make sure he knows wats going on wen he's not ard.Aku ni kan STML.

Yesterday was great. We catched a movie Hitch at Tamp & had our late lunch or should i say early dinner at Chai Chee Restaurant.Hmm...abt the movie rite.... kan gerek kalau couple mcm 2. I juz can't stop imagining dat i'm in her position.Confirm aman damai siak relationship aku.But i didn't mean dat my relationship now is not peaceful oK?!? No matter wat, i love my SAYANG.No matter wat happens, u botak ke u gelap ke lepas masok ns, i tetap sayang u sowang jer... :) Till death do us apart. Cewah...!! Weeewet!! :D Hahaks!

Hmm...actually i still dunno wat we wanna do 2day b4 he left me 2moro.Thought of catching a movie again, Boogeyman.But mcm bowing gitu kan, smlm dah tgk wayang, nari tgk wayang. The prob is...i dunno wat 2 do! Haiz... Can sumbody help me....?!? I really2 need help. And yar....i forgot, Aisya.... amcm blog aku? ok tak? Anymore complaint abt the errors on my blog now? hehe... Demi kau tau Sya aku tukar skin. Hahaks! K la peepz, gtg... nak tgk porn.OopsS! i mean..pond coz my mum juz bought a few baby Koi fish yesterday n as usual...i was the 1 who have 2 look after it. Dah la aku kena jaga kucing kesayangan aku Puffy. Ini ikan pon aku kena jaga. :P Hai... K la, take care peepz!

*STML=short term memory lost

SiCkOo.....

2005-03-07T12:23:00.000+08:00

Wenever i lie down on my bed, the "tsunami" will always occur.I repeat...ALWAYS!!! Haiz...i'm getting sick ooo.... :( Since Sun morning sia i kena dis 'ceret-bereting' stuff. I think i've been to the toilet 4 almost 12 times.OH MY GOD! Pathetic siak..bila aku tak sakit, pe susah nak visit the jamban... Sheesh! :P I only ate chicken porriage which my mum bought it at pasir ris central. Hmm..puit! tak sedap langsung! Tapi aper kan dayer...dah takde makanan kat ruma so die2 muz eat lor.Cukup time ceret-beret.End up i got 2 know dat my SAYANG also kena the same thing. Hahaha... i dun wanna tell u guys wat happen. Only me, my darl & god knows. Rite darling?!? Hehehe... :D

2day, i'm not comin 2 sch & guess wat, Daya is also not coming 2 sch 2day juz b'cos she very lazy.Hahaks! Never thought dat my fwen is very VERY caring 2 accompany me 2 the poly.I guess she's otw 2 my place rite now. UWAHHhh!!!! "tsunami" melanda!!!!! K guyz, gtg....

Happy B'day & Aniversary 2 u guys!!!

2005-03-03T10:49:00.000+08:00

Mummy Return
Juz fyi 2dae is our aniversary.

Sanggup ibu antar msg pagi2 juz to let me know dat it was their aniversary.Aiyoh... But cute rite... dah tua2 pon sambut aniversary. Hahaha.....Well, to my beloved parents, Happy Aniversary 2 u guyzz!!! Semoga Allah panjangkan umur mereka dan moga2 mereka kurang salah sangka & dpt 'maintain' kebahagiaan rumah tangga mereka dgn mulia hingga ke akhirat kelak.Amin.

And to my kuzzen, Noridzwan, Happy Birthday!! Aku tak tau ah brape umur kau tapi yg aku tau kau dah 20+. Ala...janji aku tau kau dah tua sua. Hehehe...B'day nak memory card eh.... Hmm... wait long2 la eh bro. Hahak! kwang ajark aku. Juz kidding arait. May all ur wishes comes true & moga2 dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki. Hope u have a greatful & enjoyable moments.Amin.

Hai... SAYANG aku ni ckp dier nak msg aku smlm, tapi takda msg pon dari dia bila aku bangun. Dia pulak ckp yg kalau aku nak tdo, msg dier.Cukup time, aku tertdo. Haiz...bagos la 2 dua2. Memang patot dikahwinkan. Haha..hari2 bole kahwin dok! :) Hmm...Class starts at 1. I wanna eat b4 i leave tapi ape sey nak makan..???? Nak makan ape pon bole jadi masalah. :P K den, chaozz peepz...

*fyi= for ur info

Cibai pe surat

2005-03-01T23:57:00.000+08:00

Whoever is the postman/woman today is reali a fucker. Sial ar..i left home at 8 & headed straight 2 sch. Tak logic kan kalau pagi2 buta aku pegi bukak letterbox juz 2 check on my warning letter.Come on la.. at 8am u xpect me 2 check letterbox? Dah lambat satu hal..tak logic satu hal.. The prob aku tak nak bukak letterbox is b'cos korang ader tak nampak postman/woman post surat pagi2 buta.ADER TAK?!? TAKDE kan...!?! Haiz...

1st lesson ends at 10am & i had plan 2 go 2 my SAYANG's place 2 pass him a cd.And guess wat! On my way there.....

SyUrGaWi
Calling...

it means some1 called me from home.Wen i pick up, it was ibu. Haiz...ape lagi... nag and nag and nag and NAG. Wen i'm trying 2 xplain, she say,"jgn kurang ajar eh Sha".Wen i keep myself quiet, she will start 2 ask me," Apasal dgn kau!?! Asal diam!?! Dah bersalah la tu!". Aduhai... kdg2 tak paham betol aku dgn mak2 yg beranak zaman dulu nie. Susah kdg2 nak xplain. Kgd2 bole paham pulak 2 perasaan anak2. KADANG2 AJE... :P

Hmm.. [pejam pelik]2 tinggal 10 hari je b4 SAYANG aku tinggalkan aku. Boo-hoo-hoo... Ai shasha, tak suka dia masok NS, tapi count down jugak. :D Hahaks! Abe sedih siak... :( Watever it is...I'LL ALWAYS LOVE MUHD KARNAWI. He's my fren, my darling, my scandal, my joker, my opponent fighter,my "legend"...eh..senang ckp, he's my EVERYTHING lah! I LURP u berry muchy la darling. *MuuaaackkKS*

M.I.S.S.Y.

2005-02-28T13:30:00.000+08:00

Makin
I
Slalu
Sayang
You...

Haiz...mish ma darling so muchy. Left wif 1wk & 4 days b4 he LEAVES ME!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!! I really HATE NS!!!! I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT!!!!! Hai...dearie...i'm going to mish u sey.. bodo pe NS. Sanggup dia rampas u dari i?!? HUH!

Mr Vivek was teaching my class how to use Adobe Premier. Eh..quite fun dok... Especially the Roxio CD Creater. Fuh... Maut dok kalau buat video.... Serious2. Now i'm learning these 2 things 2 add into my video.Make it style la org kater kan... :) Now i'm waiting 4 dis stupid teacher 2 mark the class attendance. Pe lambat..... haiz... cian darling aku tunggu. But b'cos of my teacher, i kena scolding by him.

Back 2 normal

2005-02-22T20:12:00.000+08:00

I left the house at 8am juz 2 come over to my SAYANG's place.Den we went off 2 town wif kak ima (his sis) who was going for an interview.B4 mitting back kak ima,my SAYANG & i went to Far East Plaza to shop ard. Got a pair of blink2 4 myself & i bought him a cap which cost $12.90. Lawak dok...kat 77th street. Senang2 i leh pinjam eh u.. :)

Truut..truut.."eh krg kat mane? "We mit up again & had our breakfast+lunch at Puncak.Then get to know dat she had 2 leave us.So we end up playing pool at Lucky Plaza. Lepak siak... Rabak dok! 4-2!! wait u...i kick ur ass den u know.Wakakaka.... Cibai siak u... amcm bole kalah ni "legendary"?

Its ard 5pm...he sent me home by Mrt & shit..i 4got 2 buy Puffy's food.Tapi dah beli pon... hehehe...How the hell can i 4got my beloved cat's food? Cian dier...puaser. kekeke.... K la, gtg... my kuzzen, Wati is here.Slipping here 2 finish upo her project. Btw... SAYANG....I really enjoy the day wif u 2day.It feels like wen we 1st met gitu. Cewah... hehe. Kla kla,chao sin chee...

wat a feeling

2005-02-21T00:06:00.000+08:00

Never ever felt dis way b4. I think i'm not gd in handling relationship & its hard 4 me 2 have a boyfren now wif my condition & my attitude.Feel sad 4 him as wat he 1s always comes 2 a sad situation.Its hard 2 c him so cheerful wif me.Instead, wif his frens...Yes! VERY cheerful. I dunno wat is lacking in me. Mayb i'm not 2 gd 2 b a girlfren.I always felt dat way.As i said in most of my post, i'm very happy wen he's ard. But i always got the feeling sumthin will happen.

Actually on Fri, my heart beats very fast but i didn't told him abt it.Well..wat do u xpect? its juz a feeling rite. Even a doc doesn't know wat it means. :P But ya..as i said, it turns into a nightmare. Haiz..i really2 love Awi so much but i juz dun understand y sumtimes things turn out differently wenever we r 2gether.Its lyke...ader je yg tak kena.

Now, i dun feel lyke myself. In a sense, my feelings r totally different.Especially my attitude & my moods.I feel lyke i'm weak.TOTALLY weak in handling myself,my parents attitude & my lovely relationship which i treasure most.I juz dunno y...i think i'm changing.Changing in wat also i dunno.. :P Hai...juz c the results wen u guyz c me. N from there, i knew whether ive change or not.

K la, gtg n slip. Skool starts at 12.Eh, u think i punctual 1 meh....?!? Lu relek sua... Well i guess i'll b there at 12:30pm. As usual..STAR KARAT.. K den,gd nitez peeps & taking care!

good, baD, WORST....

2005-02-19T20:15:00.000+08:00

At 1st, it goes pretty well. But it ends wif a nightmare.It starts of yesterday wen my SAYANG & i decided to go to the beach. On another hand, i told my mum dat i was doing my PJT wif my fwens.Biasa lah...'ibu tertipu lagi'. Daya & yusuff decided to come along. I never knew dat he wants us to be alone. Wat he meant was private moments. Den end up mitting him at pasir ris interchange at 3/3+ wif his 'papaya' face.I was lyke...Wat happen?!? Did i do sumtin wrong? But i juz kept quiet. But it seems dat its hard 4 him to luahkan perasaan.

At PRP, my SAYANG & i pitched our tent & we ate spring chicken; whereby i bought 1 spring 4 each couple.Aft dat, it was a happy moments 4 me 4 i bought myself & my SAYANG a couple ring. Written on HIS was my name whereas mine was his name. On the inner side of both rings, written the date dat we both went steady which was 13 Nov '03.Not juz dat, we sat at a water breaker number 13. So swit rite.... :o) I was so hapi whenever he's wif me. I juz dunno how to xpress it.

Den at 7, D&Y had to go off. Not long aft dat, i had 2 leave. I never never NEVER xpect my mum would called me.Coz wen i'm wif my fwens, she never 1 me to come back early but i juz dun understand wat's happening yesterday. Can u imagine, wen i'm out wif my frens till 12 am, she NEVER EVEN CALL ME to come back.But yesterday.....Haiz...I planned to leave PRP at 10 but end up leaving at 8:30pm. F**K sia...serious... i knew dat i really had disappoint him. N i'm really disppointed wif myself coz i never make him hapi & y does dis always happens wenever i'm wif him . Pd hal my parents didn't know dat i'm going out wif him. Well wat can i say now is dat i'm really2 fed-up wif my mum & i really dun know how to make him happy.

Tadi ptg lak my SAYANG msg me saying dat he got the feeling dat our relationship is going to b 'renggang'. I'm so damn sad wen i heard it. But wat can i say...its juz a feeling & although its a feeling, sumtimes his feelings do comes true. Watever it is & wat's our upcoming consequences, i'm willing to face it & berserah je pd Allah.

Valentines Day

2005-02-15T15:35:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day to all the peeps out there!!! Well, should i say BELATED. Hahaks! So how's the day?!? GerekzZZ tak....?!? :) As for me & my boo(ehem..ehem..da patch lik lar..tak boleh tahan)*wink*, we went to East Coast to have a picnic there. Not forgetting Daya & her darling yusuff, and my kuzzen,Noriz, & her ayang boi. Poor Noriz cos there's no tent 4 them.Hahaha...Cian dier...As 4 me & daya, we had our tents pitched.And yar...i 4got, we ponteng from sch dat day & end up mitting our lurv ones at 12 at AMK mrt. Den we took a bus (76).Ok2 enuf details...back to the best part. :)

D&Y went 4 a swim while me & my Sayang in the tent relax &.....dun wanna say. Hehe...While N&B was also in the other tent bz their "CCA". All of us were till 8+ when Noriz & i had to go off coz our mummy's r waiting 4 us at Mac.2 my gerekzZ fwens & kuzzen, thanx for sharing the hapi moments.Halalkan lah makan dan minum aku eh...hahaha..puit!To my beloved awi, i'm sori 4 my past & thanx 4 everything yesterday.Although both of us don't have anything to give, i reali appreciate the time spent wif u.U r always in my heart & CAYANG u SILALU!!!!!!!

Btw, i've shifted to my new home which is stated at blk212 at pasir ris.Quite boring though. Members sume takder... :( Boo-hoo-hoo....Its ok..i still have my lovely PUFFY. Bodo pe kucing, baru pindah dah hilang. N guess wat, i live at 5th storey & found Puffy at the 4th storey. Stupid sia... Nak lari, lari jauh2 arh. Hehehe... choy..... I love my cat sooo berry2 much. I'll reali2 cry if i lost her. K peeps, gotta go... chao sin chee....

Enjoy+Sad

2005-02-08T17:49:00.000+08:00

Haha..enjoy....Hmm... u guys muz b thinking 'ape yg enjoy sgt?' .Well...me & dayah did not go 2 skool 2dae so Dayah plan 2 come over to my place & chill out since she told her mum dat she was going to skool. Hehe...kecian mak dier... Tipah Tertipu. :P Den me? I told my parents honestly dat i'm not going 2 skool coz its juz a 2hr lesson. Don't u think its pathetic? Might as well don't need 2 go rite?!? ...Sheesh... So, back 2 my story. At 1st,she & her darling came by 2gether & end up 'bila dah nak bergerak gi breakfast tu, darling dier balik'. U wanna know y?!? Si kwn aku yg "pandai" ni gi irritate darling dier yg tak tdo for more than 13hrs.End up her darling went back & left us had our breakfast at the coffeeshop nearby.Ish ish ish... i juz got nothing 2 comment abt them. Sorry eh guyz...

Next we decided 2 go 2 the beach since i bring my videocam along.'Siap dgn tripod stand skali u...'.Den we tend to record our stupid gags by the beach...Haha..merepek siak! Hmm.. Then Dayah started the topic abt him. Yah..u know...HIM.(my used to b "SAYANG) Haiz... I juz don't wanna comment much. Awi, if u r reading dis blog, i juz wanna say i'm REALLY, REALLY SORRY for wat had happened btwn us. U told me 2 forget u, ok, i will. Dis is not wat i want but dis is wat u told Dayah at the msg u send it 2 her which i had read it myself.I dun reply any of ur msg coz its really hurtful 4 me on the way u respond 2 me the time we fought.There's many things i can say abt u but i guess its better 4 me 2 4get coz kita dah takda ikatan sekarang & aft letting out ur feelings wif Dayah, i hope there's less prob 4 u eversince i'm not ard. As u told her, i won't find u. But dat doesn't mean my heart is open for any1.Only Dayah knows the reason eversince we went out 2gether the other day.I admit & confess dat its hard 4 me 2 4get u but... *sigh*..........i try k.I try.........

Ok guyz, sorry 4 the loooonG story. I juz have nothin much 2 say rite now coz...i'm crying & my mind is blank. U guyz take care ya!

Make-over...

2005-02-06T21:44:00.000+08:00

Wake up early in the morning n have breafast wif my family & bik janah's family. We headed to Yasalam Restaurant( i guess la..) wif all kinds of food all over the table. Guess wat! While i was ordering my food, my used to be "SAYANG" msg. Gd morning! Im sorry 4 disturbing u. Have a nice day n njoy. Take care! Can sumbody tell me wat's his motive pls...?!?Well as usual, i hack care abt it & didn't reply.Then we went to ny grandma's house at Bedok North. Haha.. there's all kinds of make over going ard in the house. My grandma had a hair cut & get her hair dye while my cuzzen Wati. Ok..ok.. she like to be known as Noriz. :) Well......watever it is... whos cares? Pleated her hair juz the sides & left the center unpleated. Yah...as u can imagine,looks like morhock style rite? Haha...minah ni nak dpt title 1st ever Agnes Monica in skool. Insya Allah eh...moga2 tercapai cita2 lu. Hahaks! Den we proceed to Afghanistan & had our grandms's spec done.After dat, had our dinner at Simpang Bedok. Fuh! mcm2 dok kiter makan...ikan bakar, tahu telor, kerang...etc. Biasalah...bila dah kenyang, dah penat kunyah, dah penat dudok, ape lagi? Semua dah tak sabar nak balik & tdo ah. N Oh yah.....new pics had been uploaded.So guyzZ..check it out! ~Peace outzZ~

Pegi pasar nampak apek, pagi2 dah merepek!

2005-02-05T11:47:00.000+08:00

Guess wat.... my used to be "SAYANG" msg me dis morning saying dat he admit for playing pranks on me since yesterday. I was lyke..What the F**K! U ask for a break up but end up u r the one looking for me & u dun satisfy urself? So to relief ur satisfaction, u play prank msg with me saying dat u r my ex n u want me back? Pegi jahanam samer kao! Pls lar...have u ever think dat the person u r lying wif is s liar? HAH! (mcm real aje aku) I'm so very pissed off wif this guy. I never thought dat the person i really love & treasure most did those foolish things 2 me. And pls lar... he's 21 dis year. He should have think much more mature than me in a relationship. Perangai aku mcm bdk2? Perangai dia lagi kebudak-budakan dia tak tau. Taik punya pasal abe terbwk-bwk sampai mintak break. Bodo sia...

Well, there's a touching msg dat he send to me which i guess he doesn't know how to apply it to himself.Here it goes....

Too often we don't realise

what we have until it is gone,

too often we wait too late

to say "I'm sorry, i was wrong."

Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones

we hold dearest to out hearts,

And we allow foolish things

to tear our lives apart.

Far too many times

we let unimportant things into our minds,

And them it's usually too late

to see what made up blind.

So be sure that you let people know

how much they mean to you,

Take that time to say the word

before your time is through.

Be sure that you appreciate

everything you've got,

And be thankful for the little things

in life that means alot.

So how...?!? Touching? Hmm... 2 me its really meaningful la tapi bila dia antar msg ni kat aku,dia faham ke tidak?!? Kalau tak faham buat ape kan.... sengaja nak waste 15cents? hahaha... K la, gotta go. Mitting Daya & her darling yusuf (hahaks!) at Orchard MRT at 3 to chill out & relax my mind. STRESS aku dibuatnya...

Sad, Shocking & Sickening moments...

2005-02-03T14:26:00.000+08:00

Sad.....
Haiz...Never xpect dis to happen to me. But until when can i b patient wif him? I can't stop crying but as Dayah said, no point of me crying after what he had done to me. It's been a sickening moment for me right now after he said dat he wanna break off.The question is..y is he asking for a break up whereas its juz a small matter? As the malays said..taik punya pasal pon nak gado? Gi cuci sua la... Kan hilang.Alamak..i'm SO fucked up. BINGIT SIA!!!!! Well..since dat's wat he wants...i can't do anything.He's coming over to my place 2moro nite to return my PS back.Hmm...watever la... dun wanna bother.

Shocking.....
Hmm..shy to say but whos cares... b4 i took a bathe today, i had a BAD headche & stomachache. N guess wat...i vomit. Dis really scares me. And Ooo...Stomach cramps too! I feel like i'm gonna die man...DIE!!!!! ok2..cut the crap. My mind started to wonder different things.Wait..don't tell me dat i'm pregant. Ahh...u don't talk cock ah u. U think i scared izzit? Bwuek!!! But surprisingly i'm ok right now. After i massage my stomach wif my powerful weapon... minyak gamat. Hehehe...

Sickening.....
Btw guys....is there a new rule in class whereby if u don't wear/bring ur uniform, u r told to sweep the classroom? Hmm...i think i'm in a wrong PJT class. Vivian is on leave i guess and end up wif this STUPID teacher donno who. Sickening sia....

Kecik punya pasal...Bingit the whole day...

2005-02-01T09:23:00.000+08:00

Yesterday nite, i had a small fight wif my SAYANG. Haiz... merepek siak..kecik punya pasal pun nak gado.The question is..is it wrong for me to lafazkan wat i wanna say?!? Hmm...And in the end, i got scolding for nothing.Den in the end, he said ape tau..."Kan senang lain kali tak payah bebual malam." I was lyke WHAT! Hai...ckp jadi masalah,tak ckp jadi masalah. Well dat's wat i meant, sumtimes its hard for me to say things out wif him. Takot dia mengamok, mara, watever ah!

The next thing is, dis morning, 1 of the 358 bus breakdown at the traffic light beside Elias Mall. ArghH...aku dah lambat. Jajni Daya kul 8:30am kat backgate but yet 8:15am i'm still stuck at my house bus stop. Fuck sia.. BINGIT tau BINGIT..........

Reach backgate at 9am. And there she is waited for me in a sleepy mood. hehe! Watever it is, i'm sorry to Daya to make her waited for me.Now in class, Mr Yar KC pulak tak datang. And guess who's teaching in class rite now...Zhou. Dah lah peylat.Bebual mcm bebual sorang. I'm so pissed off today. ~peace outzZ~

2 hot 2 day....

2005-01-29T23:23:00.000+08:00

Yah..as i mention at my title, its was DAMN hot today although the sun is not totally shining under my head.Wake up in the morning to go to the mosque to pay Lil Butterfly's school fees. And later on went off to Loyang Point n have our breakfast at ape kafe entah. Hehehe!!! Well, who's cares as long as i eat. Hahaks! Then went home from there. Around 4 o'clock, i went off to kedai Fidah to send Nur's hair straightner. Minah ni pulak nak pinjam... Hmm.... Den went straight to Downtown East Chalet to mit my SAYANG. Tot it will be a while but entah la... mcm dah shiok gitu. Aku tukang kipas api,SAYANG aku tukang masak & Naz pulak tukang sapu minyak kat makanan.(org minyak..hehe!) Azila pulak main game kat hp. Kusyuk pulak tu...! :) Anyway, i forgot to mention dat it was his kakak sedara yg keje kat Bugis tu nya chalet.So..takda org tua.Semua teenage2 jer.Makanan dier..Fuh! boleh la tahan sedap. Hmm...entah eh..mayb lapar kot..itu pasal sedap. :P Makan nasi goreng, mee hoon goreng & biasa la..bende2 yg dibakar lyke chicken, hotdog, crab, prawn & sort of dengdeng ah.Its getting late so i've decided to leave the place at 8:30.

Unfortunately, i forgot to note out dat a few days back, my SAYANG taught me how to play poker cards which is known to be Tie tea. Well, i dunno how to spell but dis is how it is being pronounce.The 1st time i play, it took me 40 mins to win which is the 1st winning game is at 3:04pm. HAH! i still remember k SAYANG. I never forgot the time one hor...hehe! Then later day by day as we play, hehe..i'm getting better. HAHA!! bukan nak tunjok terror eh... but i juz felt dat i play well. In a sense dat its beginning to be a challenging game eversince i concentrate. Hahaks! puih! :D Mcm betol aje.... K la... Nak sir top. Dah panjang dah type citer. Nak fikir pasal lagu2 karaoke lak untuk SAYANG aku burn kan.Dah lamer siak since time puasa. Haha! its ok dear... i tak mara..i mengamok once in a blue moon ajerk! hehe... ~peace outzZ~

Sunday chillsSS...

2005-01-23T23:45:00.000+08:00

Wake up ard 10:30am & started to msg my SAYANG saying dat i'm sorry bout yesterday nite after i accidentally fall asleep. Hehe! Wat duh hell... Den we began to msg2 each other while i'm still on my bed. So LENGIT sia to wake up... Sheesh...He told me dat its confirm dat he doesn't get to be one of those 'police recruit'. So kalau dah tak dpt police tu kirakan dia masok army la... Haiz... *sob*sob*( sedih sambil sedot hingus2 hijau) Hahaks!!! HAH!! We...(me & my SAYANG) had a misunderstanding situation but ala...OK already. Coz y...?!? Cosmetic! huahuahua...Don't kaypo lah. :D

K la, back to the story.Later ard 2+ my family & i went out to Roslan renovation contractor (Geylang) n had our lunch at S11 there. Then we headed to Seiyu at Bugis to look for my mum's bag & went to Swensen atWhitesand for our delicious, malicious ice-cream. And i had my favereet cookies n cream cone. So delicious sampai tak terkata u.... :)

Den we headed home n relek ar...ape lagi...i started to download Monopoly at my com but now the trial time has expired.Hmm...So sad..dah tak le main Monopoly.. :( Then ard 7:50pm i went down to mit my SAYANG to pleat his hair AGAIN. But beforehand, we went to Golden bamboo to buy rice grains & some other things.At 8 or 8+ i started to pleat his hair n managed to finish it at 9:25 like dat.He was chasing time coz he n his friends are going to Johor by bike. Ala biasa la...beli rokok n bdk2 motor nie mesti gi isi minyak. Aku ni tak pegi mcm paham aje.. hehe.. So abt 1hr+ ago he went off. Hope he take gd care of himself n NEVER NEVER NEVER forgot me. Hahaha...

Now i'm listening to music while thinking for my project. I juz can't stop thinking abt my PJT. Haiz... k den...need to relax my mind. ~Peace outzZ~

sTReSs 2 tHe mAx!!!

2005-01-21T13:04:00.000+08:00

Stress...stress...stress... *sigh* wif my project la dok not wif my SAYANG. Nur, Mon, Daya & me are making a MTV for our PJT (project). N guess wat, i'm the leader of dis group. *sigh* Video cam takda, belum fikir lagu ape..HAH! talking abt selecting songs, there's alot of songs in my head rite now. But the question is...which one?!? I tot of choosing 'Dangerously In Love' by Beyonce. Ala...touching kan... but i also tot of making a stylish n some dance movements in the MTV.Hmm...but...hai...susah2...

Stress...stress...stress.... *sigh* Not wif my SAYANG again lar... Wif my kucing. :( i think dat puffy is getting nyanyok n dat worries me & my whole family. She began to urinate all over the mat in the kitchen. My grandmother lak likes to nag & nag abt my cat. Its kinda irritating but wat can i do?!? I LOVE PUFFY...!!!! hehe...and I LOVE U TOO SAYANG!!!!! :D

Well...now abt my SAYANG. No more stress in the new resolution!! YesSSa...!!! Moga2 kurang perselisihan faham,lebih mengerti dan saling sayang menyayangi antara satu sama lain. :) Love u dear... Very much...Much more than u do... Hanya Allah saje yg tahu. *muuuaaccksSS*

Hmm...btw, forgot to tell ya dat its HARI RAYA HAJI today.Hehe!! Going to Wak nani's place later wif all my makcik(s) & pakcik(s) . My SAYANG oso going to his grandma's place at Pasir Ris ltr. Hmm...Insya Allah kiter jumpa eh... :) N ya!!!! I juz remembered dat 2 days ago, i pleat my SAYANG's hair. Hahaks! He looks fabulous wif pleated hair style. Aku pulak dah pleat 4 days ago. So happen dat both of us going anywhere wif the same hair style. Whenever we walk pass anybody, they tend to look/stare at us like one kind.Some even say "wah! style sey!" And both of us was like... "huh?!?" Paiseh tu ade la cikit2 tapi tak tau lak pada SAYANG aku nie. Coz it was his 1st time.Mcm maner agaknyer nanti bila dia gi rumah nenek dia eh? Ape nenek dia nye reaction nanti... Hmm... :)

K la, got to go... Once again Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all muslims n.... I LOVE U SAYANG!!!!! Hehehe.... ~peace outzZ~

A new year with a miserable life...

2005-01-10T15:29:00.000+08:00

Its 1st day of school. Yah yah...i know...there'll b new babes & dudes ard but GOSH! it was a pathetic day.Coz y???? Cosmetic? nah....!!!! Coz its from 12 to 3pm. N guess wat else, we did nothing in class. NOTHING!!! The good thing is my class had a new Class Advisor which is Mr Vivek. Hahaks! I hope dis final semester will be the best n memorable year for me.Dgn class aku yg kecoh...my friends in sch...my teachers...n 'kenangan manis' waktu aku dan awi dulu. Hai... setiap malam aku menangis teringatkan dia. Aku mintak break bukan kerana aku tak sayang tapi kdg2 cara dia buat aku terperdaya dgn ego dia. N sumtimes aku lemah untuk mengatasinya. Aku takot kalau aku berterus-terang dia tak bole terima coz its gonna be hurtful for him. I don't want him to feel dat way but i juz want him to know why i did it.it is hard fpr me to let out every single thing in my heart. I know it was very hurtful for me to accept was he said. Pasal bukak tudung, pasal ape yg dia ckp tenteng bapak aku..hai... i don't 1 2 continue. But i really2 love him alot. Yes! ALOT!!! My heart can't accept if we are apart.Today at 5, i'm mitting him under the blok 'rumah sewa' dia. I hope everything will be fine n we could let out n settle things easily. Therefore, i want to rest myself coz of my sempot. ~chaooZz~

SOooo LOooongG......

2004-12-07T13:34:00.000+08:00

Well...well...well.. its been so long ive not update my postings. Hmm..merepeks kan...?!? Bukan nyer ape... bilik aku ni dah mcm store no.2. Basikal semua kat bilik aku.And it cover my com. Sheesh...pathetic sia....Haiz.. wat to do?!? SO, its school holiday.Quite boring though... BUT....I'm VERY happy dat my SAYANG didn't get to enter for NS on 14th Dec. Once i heard abt the news, i was lyke..YEAH Yeah...!!!! SAYANG tak masok!!! But i juz hope dat dia dpt masok PoLiCe. Hmm.. Kecian SAYANG aku nie..Takpe eh SAYANG, i akan doakan u semoga u tetap akan dpt POLICE. Jadi i akan senantiasa selamat disisi u. Hahaks!!!

Yesterday, i was very moody. I think b'cos of my menses.(sigh) It really bugging me. I felt lyke i wanna scold and shout at sumbody and find fault with them but...WAT FOR?!? I dunno lah... Juz relaxing myself yesterday when i began to cry. I really miss my SAYANG... And on Sunday too. I juz dunno how i could continue without him. He's lyke everything to me now. He's there for me whenever i need him. I lay down on my bed..and i kept thinking.... Dia dah byk bersabar dgn kau shasha. Tapi sampai bila dia bole tahan? Tapi aku pon dah byk bersabar cuma aku tak nak hiraukan the negative sides. Aku ni ke yg perangai selalu sampai semua lelaki tinggalkan aku? Weird questions kept running on my mind but i don't have the answers....

Back to my story for the day...
I'm leaving at 1:55 to mit my SAYANG at Pasir Ris Interchange. 1stly, mit Joe at the MRT control station to pass the CD dat i've burn. Then aft dat, my SAYANG n i are heading towards Parkway Parade. Company him to see some boxers at the TOP20 shop.Hehe... cute kan... Well, juz finish talking to him. Kecian SAYANG aku nie. Dah nak klua tapi mak dia suro beli barang. Hmm.. he sounds mad but i try not to ask much. Relax k dear.. No matter wat, i'll always love you. :o) K la, nak mandi. ChaoSss... ~peace outz~

NOKIA 7260

2004-10-31T14:30:00.000+08:00

Yup..dat's my new hp phone which i got it on Fri. Its damn cool b'cos of its design. It consist of radio, camera, video & voice recorder. Hmm..well i don't realli use those function nowadays. Dunno la why. Aft got the phone, fought wif my SAYANG again. I dunno b'cos of wat but juz have to wait till i get my hands on the diary which he had wrote abt his anger. 1stly i think its abt the MSN. I didn't play chat. I mean lyke IRC wat so ever but he had known me well dat i play MSN chat sumtimes wat... Kadang2 aku bilang dia yg aku chat dgn sedara aku semua takkan dia lupa kot... I realli don't understand. Well..abt Syahid. He is Yusof's cousin which is in the same skool as me. Dia tu 2 yrs younger sey. Don't tell me he's jealous. He told me he need more time to cool down. Ok... Den yesterday, fought wif my mum. She juz throw her tamper at me. Wah! think i'm wat.... a wall with no feelings huh?!? I was crying lyke hell but mostly not b'cos of her shouts. B'coz i miss my SAYANG so much.I realli do. When i lie down on my bed, i kept thinking n crying of him when i decided to give him a call. Hmm... miss talking & hearing his voice. But no1 cares. Juz let myself understand my own feelings. Today, didn't msg, didn't kol him. He also didn't send any msg to me.Well, i don't expect also coz i know he needs more time to cool down. I don't 1 2 disturb more of his time. Seriously i don't know wat i've done wrong. Haiz... i'll juz wait...wait...AND wait... ~peace outZz..

Fanatik, cosmetic, PLASTIC!

2004-10-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

Woke up in the morning and prepare for skool at 1. But wat the F**K! Class starts at 2. While i was abt to tap out at Paya Lebar, i saw Jian Bao at the control station. So i ask him la why was he there, he said," Class start at 1 wat.Some more today got test. Why u donno meh?!?". Mampos tak nak! dah la dtg siang, test tak blaja. Break record dok...! But in the end, aku pinjam Hayatee nye buku. Get to study last min.Thanks to her though. :P After the lesson, i quickly went my LARLING's place. Fetch him from there n 2gather2 go back to pasir sir while he went to his grandmother's place.Aft buka.. ard 9:30, he came over to my place n we lepakZzz under my blok..Sheeh..wat to do...hahaks! *Kalau leh lepak kat rumah aku lagi best kan kan kan..?!? :) Try to download some ringtones 4 my daddy coz he just bought a new hp; Sony Ericsson k700i. Abe dah boring..takde keje punya pasal..both of us take a cool pic of ourselves. Dia nye picture frame gerek arh. So take advantage ar.Hp dah ada kat tangan gua pe! hehe.. he took a pic of me in a monkey frame. HAHA! Lepak siak!MerepekSss... But its cool arh.. Well, nah..i need not worry coz my hp is arriving on Sunday and i'll get to use it on Mon. HAHA!!! And guess wat...its a new NOKIA phone. Its damn nice sia.. Once i try and hold it dat day, damn, its so comfortable n sporty siak its hp. So i pujuk my dad ar dat i wanna get it. He also agree since i got a $100 voucher from Starhub.YuPpEee...LOVE my daddy so muchy.. K la, nak go shleep. Eh tak.. tok to ma SAyaNg. Hehe... ~peace outZz..~

a tOuChiNg sOrT oF pOeM..

2004-10-25T01:30:00.000+08:00

~Die For Love~

I sit in the park where I dwell,

For this boy I love so well.

He took my heart away from me,

Now he wants to set me free.

I see a girl on his lap,

He says things to her he never said to me.

I ran home to cry on my bed,

Not a word to mother was said.

Father came home late that night,

He looked at me from left to right.

He saw me hanging from a rope,

He took his knife to cut me down.

And on my dress a note was found:

Dig my grave, Dig it deep.

Dig my grave, From head to feet.

And on the top place a dove.

And remember this, I died for love.

Buka at my nenek's place

2004-10-24T23:43:00.000+08:00

After long donkey months, today, i get to taste my grandfather's cooking.Hmm..yum yum . My favourite lauk man.. Dah tu takpe, makcik kesayangan aku pulak bwk nasi briyani. Isk! rugi.. rugi.Rugi kalau tak makan oi...!! Wakakaka...Left with 20mins. I decided to pray for asar 1st while waiting for maghrib b4 i buka. Easier ar. Otherwise i'll be as my GARFILED position again. No no..Not at my grandfather's place.Malu siak.. Hahaks! After buka, ard 8, my family and 1 of my makcik join us n proceed to Geylang.NOT bazaar eh.. TKC.Gi beli kan Lil Butterfly anting2. Cian dier..Her left ear is bleeding. Well i don't know b'cos of wat la. After dat, send my makcik back. After i reached home, aku sempat masak maggi.Teringin la katakan.Now, i'm talking to my beloved SAyaNg. He's watching a football match, Man U vs Arsenal. Cian sayang aku nie..lapar lak dier. If i were by ur side, insya Allah i dah accompany u makan mlm kat kedai kopi tu sayang. hehe...But wat can i say, i ni anak dara, tak baik merayau mlm2. hahaks!. K la, nak gi relak toking wif my handsome prince. ~Peace outZz..

"hAPpY..sHaLaLa..iTs sO niCe 2 b hApi..."

2004-10-24T01:14:00.000+08:00

Enough of ramblings... Tired tau argue wif my bf the whole day. (Bukan tired ape, tapi tired tekan butang kat hp).*wink* HAHAKS! Morning madness really bugging my mind. Wat 2 do..wat 2 do?!? End up feeding Lil Butterfly her breakfast & when to my room again to have a short nap. Yah i know..its silly. Wake up at 11, when back 2 bed ard 1. Hmm.. wat duh hell..?!? Ni la sifat org takde keje. Mcm maner agak nye bila dah kahwin nanti ehk? Hmm confirm B.O.R.I.N.G!!! What ever! Nanti lepas kahwin bole ckp. I mean nikah. hehe.. ard 1 plus he msg juz to inform me dat he's going out to Sim Lim. Can u imagine evertime he msg, there's always .."Sori to disturb u". Sheesh..irritating kan...But in the end, kita dah BERBAIK SEMULA!!!! Best kan....! Hahaks!! We met up aft buka. Jumpa kat tempat biasa,kerusi merah. Lepas 2 gi beli air kat bwh blok Fida. Headed straight to 7-eleven & buy chocolate for myself. Hmm..dah amer tak makan chocolate. Rindu rasa hati. Setelah sekian lama tak merayau & melepak di kolong blok dgn matair aku, kita duduk la di bwh blok 602. Not long after dat, we as usual lah.
After i reach home, i decided to lend him my sweater. I know dat he's gonne be damn cold but he doesn't wanna say. Eleh..malu la katakan.Ape tak.. baru abis riot tempoh hari. ;) Tadi nak pimpin tangan pon aku mcm rasa malu. Haha..wat the hack.. but Alhamdulillah..its over. "Aku memohon agar relationship aku, Noor Sharina dan Muhd Karnawi bin Othman akan kekal walaupun apa rintagan yg melanda.Kuatkan lah iman & tabahkankan lah hati kami. Amin.." Therefore, i wanna go to shleep. My cats eyes can't stand typing on the damn bright screen in the dark room. Yah yah watever la Catwoman. Meeoww...~peace outZz~

A pEnNy oF mY tHoUgHtS 2..

2004-10-22T23:05:00.000+08:00

Something that i have been pondering lately..here goes..What is love? is it a feeling that makes your heart flutters when u are with the person u like? or is it a desire in itself?.. People tends to say.. "Do u love me?".. "I love you .. to each other"..but in reality do they know the true meaning of love?.. I don't know..But what i know,love is neither those i mentioned above.Love is a collective of things..love is word to express oneself..love is in real fact to me...nothing.People nowadays uses the word love as often they use the word " I ".. the word love is so tarnished and so over rated that sometimes I wonder if the word love itself has any true meaning to it. So what is love actually?.. to me love is an act from the heart... when u show careness to the person u love..when u sit down together and listen to himtalk.. when u try to learn to understand his desire, ambitions, dreams in life, when you give and take with each other. When u hug gently the person u love,when u kiss the forehead, touch gently his hands,when u protect him from harm..well the list does goes on i guess... to me when u achieve to do those things and more.. then that is the true meaning of love.

~THE END~

A pEnNy oF mY tHoUgHtS..

2004-10-22T22:50:00.000+08:00

As the gentle breeze whispers thru the trees, the sea glitters like a million diamonds as the the pale moon lights shines on its surface. Trudging my feet slowly on the fine sand by the beach, I look far beyond the horizon, as far as my eyes could see. Eyes glazen with thoughts of the past that once haunted me, like a nightmare that could not end. A tear rolled silently down my left ashen cheek.. a tear that holds a thousand pain that even the ocean could not contain. *Sigh* i may now but hopeless i feel still. My life has been nothing but turmoil - like a thousand wars raging inside my heart. Loves comes and goes, and with each battered breath i take..a bit of me dies..crumbling to pieces like a dried leaf in the palm of the hand. Hands that once hold my heart is now cold..left my heart to defend itself from the pain of being broken into a million pieces..Too many times my heart is broken..and too many times I mend it painfully.. The waves splashes gently onto the beach.. the sound pacify my thoughts... I smile.. a simple thing yet the serenity of the sound makes me happy. Hands in my jeans pocket..i continue trudging the sand.. to where?.. i myself don't know..beyond the horizon i hope i find the one.. the one who would take my heart into his warmth hand..and look after it for the rest of his life..i pray.. i hope... Wiping the tear that has drop to my lips..the taste of the saltiness reminds me of the life i have gone thru.. the pain..the sadness... the joy..the smiles... once again I realise... A single drop of tear contains thousands of pain that even the vast ocean could not hold...

ReLek...CoOL...cHiLL

2004-10-22T21:39:00.000+08:00

Wat a cold windy day till i forgot to bring my sweater along. Coz why... i'm chasing time for dat stupid assembly. Sheeh..damn cold inside the MRT. I kept sneezing n snifing like a dog & ppl are looking at me as if i've done the BIGGEST mistakes of all. HAH! who's cares?!? Hahaks! All i know i don't 1 dat sticky,slimey hingus of mine to drift out of my nose. Concentrate reading the Streats, i realise there's dis guy in ITE uniform standing in front of me. *sign* I hate it man.. Well as long i don't bother him, its fine wif me. "Ting-tong...PAYA LEBAR..." Yesssa... its my stop. He's like tottering ard when he purposely knock me. I can see dat!! Then dia memberi senyuman yg lebar. Eee..Masya Allah...takda kuase aku nak layan. Reach school on time...Start my 2nd assignment. It was quite tough though but in the end i've got the knack of it.Finally i manage to extricate myself from it. School ends & i have to rush to S'pore Post to deposit $50 to my grandma's ERS. Luckily Dayah & Shidah was there to accompany me. Otherwise i'm like..rusa masok kampong. :P Haha..thanks to them i get it done in no time. Reach home ard 12:20. Get changed & went to bed. So f**king sleepy & end up awake at 4:30. Sheeh...
Buka aku makan nasi, lauk sambal telor dgn sup daging. Hmm...alhamdulillah..Then 'Lil Butterfly' started to brat. ARrghh... Bole sakit kepaler aku.Dah la gado dgn matair kesayangan aku.Actually i think both of us didn't facile abt the argument/situation.I was the 1 dat is angry wif him but why must he change? Don't u think it should be me? O_o Haiz.. i had surfeit of arguments. Now i'm trying hard to think wisely and do wat is right for my relationship. Now..i'm at home finishing my bloggie while he's enjoying himself at Geylang with his fren,Rizal.Hmm.. how i wish i could spent the time wif him like the old days. I mish dat dear.. i really do.. Actually i really didn't mean all those words. I wanted to touch u..ur face, ur hands..Feel like giving u a hug rite now. Yeah..i know. U really meant my words. *sign* I didn't mean to say dat in the msg's. I really miss him..love him so much..but i think as time goes by, we tend to think differently till we forgot that we made a mistake ourselves. Well.. i know. I'm also in the wrong.Hmm.. so long never talk to you.Miss the old times. Its too late for me i guess. Too late to be like my own self mayb.Gosh! its raining. No wonder i feel the chill. Nak tgk tv..takde cerita.Nak buat ape pon aku tak tau.Tdo la nampak nye. ~peace outz~

boring..hungry..lazy..

2004-10-21T22:38:00.000+08:00

School starts at 3pm.But i end up 3:25 there.What a boring subject..NWF. In the end, i found out that we just had to revise our last week werk. Urrrgh!!!..wat duh hell.. It took me 20mins to do it. At last i finish it ard 4.Peter Leow said we could go back. Like duh..don't tell me i had come all the way to school juz to mark my attendence and attend class for juz half an hour?!? So pathetic sia... Well..i just stay in class till 5:30.Play games, talking to Dayah..Haiz.. ~End of boring topic~
Hungry, hungry, hungry... i never eat anything for sahur. Too tired, too sleepy. But at least i drink a glass of milk juz to fill my stomach. Time fly so fast until 5:30pm, my stomach start grumbling like washing machine. Man..left with 1 hr n 20 mins for me to tahan. Oh God... Its ok..i fight my mind. Be strong..u can do it.. hahaks! mcm ye ye ajer aku ni.
Lazy? Lazy to go to skool..lazy to clean da house, lazy to prepare for buka. Hai... too weak to do things b'cos of my irritating stomach.Well its still my fault though coz i didn't eat in the morning. Yeeeaahh... time for buka!!!! Bukan main ligat lagi aku makan. Dah makan nasi, makan large fries, ice-cream sundae and 2 apple pie from Mac. Wah...i'm eating like a hungry pig. Once i finish eating, i end up like GARFIELD wif its bulging stomach sitting on a couch. Hahaha... never get bored with dat story though. Watch it for more than 20 times i guess.
Btw, abt my lovely bf. We broke up on tuesday night after all the fights at sms.But in the end,we patch
up again.Its not that i wanna leave him. I myself can't bear to leave him. I don't know why.Seriously. There's so much happiness n joy dat he had brought into me such as going out with his friends, bla bla bla...etc. Although my heart feels the pain, i still can't forget him. He's mature for his age among all the guys dat i've known.Well, kalau nak citer pasal matair aku ni memang panjang. So i guess mayb i continue it tomorrow. Feeling sleep already. Afraid i can't wake up again tomorrow morning to have my early breakfast. hehe...~peace outZzz..

Wat happen in my relationship?!?

2004-10-20T20:35:00.000+08:00

Allah...apa dah jadi... aku tak mintak jadi mcm ni. It started yesterday when Hidayah & i decided to come over to Ang Mo Kio to play monopoly wif my bf since we had 3 hrs of break.After we are done playing, we kept everything and suddenly he told me dat he's going out to take his dad's motorbike. Hmm..in the 1st place, bila aku ckp last min, dia mara. Tapi dia ada fikir tak yg dia bilang aku last min? I was a bit angry coz he always never realise it. I take it easy coz i never wanna turn a small matter into a BIG issue. After all the talking, he mention abt whistling to a girl n have a ride with him when he took the bike.I'm a bit angry coz he thought that its a joke. To him i guess it is but not for me. Again....i juz kept quiet.B4 dat day, he told me dat he did not allow me 2 go to Geylang even though i'm alone OR wif my friends.Tapi bila kwn dia ajak dia, i never disallow him. I even let him go n enjoy coz why..i trust him. Now the story starts here....
Yesterday, i decided to buy some "dengdeng".Well, it is all unplanned ape... So after school, i took bus 76 wif Dayah. And wat a coincidence he & his dad alight that bus while we both aboard. Aft we took a seat, he msg me..." kenape terkejot nampak i tadi?". Of course la terkejot sebab coincidence ape. I didn't expect coincidence pon. Lagipon dia tak inform aku pon yg dia dah klua ruma. Kenape? Dah susah nak msg aku ke?!?
Balik dari beli dengdeng je dah gado. Gado tak agak2 pulak si dia. Nampak sgt dia mara kat aku. Kalau tak, kenape dia drag? Today...dis date, dis time, i'll remember coz it really pissed me off b'coz of his 1 an only msg. "I tak menyesal dapat u sebagai matair tapi i menyesal tak buntingkan u." I was like...wat duh @!%*!. I never knew he was like dis. He told me dat i'm a hypocrite. I juz kept myself quiet & let me feel the pain. Aku tak pernah bersifat mcm ni terhadap dia. Aku tak pernah ada niat kurang ajar tapi kenape ini yg aku dapat? I never sleep that whole night. Tears kept rolling down my cheeks.It really hurts me deep. Aku masih sayangkan dia tapi setelah dia ckp mcm ni..hati aku betol2 remuk.Muhd Karnawi yg aku kenal dulu amat jauh berbeza dari skrg. He is not his usual self. Dulu pernah kau panggil aku perempuan sundal dan skrg.... Haiz.... I juzt got no mood to continue.

1st timer...

2004-10-16T11:26:00.000+08:00

Morning morning morning..... Hey guess wat! After all dis days i create a blog, dis is my 1st time writing it. Hahaks! Wat the mepereksss rite...?!? O_o Hmm..How should i start eh... Today is 2nd day of puasa. Never feel like dying though. :P But so far...alhamdulillah... Later ma family & i are going to see our new so called H.O.M.E. Ceh...Rumah baru sey... Like so excited suddenly. Well of course la...never wanna see ma f**king hypocrite neighbour dat always tell people the bad sides abt ma family. So angry sia... But whos cares... Mcm org ckp,hidup sorang tak mati. There are many fishes in the sea. Never never wanna make friends with dat hypocrite anymore. Eee..nanak! Well...Back to ma story. Move out from Pasir Ris & move in at Pasir ris...AGAIN.. Hmm... funny eh? Baik tak ya pindah. :P The new house is located just beside Pasir Ris Community Centre. Urghh..!!! Boring... 1st i don't like that area coz lotsa matrip's around.2nd its abit far from the interchange. Dah tak le walk2 gi interchange dgn bf ku.Hahaks! I think i'm gonna miSs dat dear. Well..now come to my lovely part which is my beloved SAYANG.Love him so muchy..MiSs him so many2 & SaYAng him toneS n tones of pasir in the 'lawut' . hEhEhE... So so so so so so so sorrie sayang abt yesterday. I really don't know wat's into me. I think i've gone freako. Or should i say berzerk ?!? Well i should have not scolding him though but i think i know the reason why. The tone of his voice makes me go WILD. I don't know why i'm like that suddenly. Haiz...i know i shouldn't have scold him yesterday. Feel guilty though... :( Sayang, if u are reading dis, i wanted to apologise once again ok. Hmm..leaving ard 1-2pm but still i haven't take a shower. Hahaks! As i said, whos cares?!? BUSYUK!!! tapi tetap manis. *wink hEhEhE... k den, peace outzZz...